And so I drew a new face and laughed

2010-05-26T08:09:00.000-07:00

i am sick of this blog..
sorry i am closing u down for a new one.. so that i can blog freely

rip !

2010-05-12T21:47:00.000-07:00

hello..
i promised this lady to give her a article but i am really sorry that i can't provide an article as i am not that wealthy so the best that i can give is a blog article

she warns girls that dun go visit pula ubin de 2 temple as there got alot of mysterious case. especially alot of rape case.
and that beware of a demon that lives around toa payoh or bedok .
err....
oh btw when u are going to meet any trouble. a god's follower or priest will warn u before hand either 2 weeks or 2 days allowance.

thats all.. hopefully i have honoured ur ok

2010-04-18T06:14:00.000-07:00

today is a rainbow day... wuuuuuuhooooooooooooo..
during tuition , i saw lorraine's pencil case and there are two interesting quotes
' happiness is how you see the world'
' if you are going through hell, keep going'

i super love this quotes la.... =DDDDDD

After tuition, went shopping for some items..
today spent like less than 50 dollars on items...l0ls
Met up with my darlings! damn happy- full attendance!!

i got my brownies which i ordered from serene! wooo...
shared with darlings during high-tea dessert session..
mango pomelo ice cream is EXTREMELY addictive!! lalas...
there's a damn nice hong kong dessert near popeye jubilee!!

hahas... then we went walking around amk...
yijin left early...
oh jermanie bought newspaper but she left it with me l0ls!!
i got free newspaper...wuuuhahas.
bought same slippers with serene!!
today bought alot of happy sunshine , colourful items wahahhahas
jermanie got us some earphones from taiwan!! i got pink!!=DDD
actually wanna get the red de... btu fio wans so it is ok.......

i wan to buy alot of things!!!
hahahsh....

2010-04-11T07:55:00.000-07:00

some people in this world will think so highly of themselves but they never realise that they are actually being very annoying to others and they are look upon as EGOISTIC.
perphaps this happens mostly in guys ... becos they tend to have the old fashioned mentality that is still stuck in 1960s where MAN CALL THE DEAL... oh come on!! MOve on THIS IS 2010.
please dun think because u are a UNI student, u can just look at people as if they are at ur shoes.. becos u will get karma.. try it.. KARMA..he who i am referring to thinks that he is the smartest becos he has got better grades* in his our perspective* and he is the only one currently in UNI in his family. pity that course and that uni which accepted him.. his character sucked the day he was born!!
being his parents is so sad... cos to even ask him to do a simple think such as getting the IRAS pin for income tax, he ASSUMES that it is useless to do it and he PUSHES BLAME to others .
so even parents had to ask him nicely... so he is just a brat... i shall not use taboos here..
so the problem here is he LOVES TO ASSUMES AND THINKS HE IS RIGHT.
HE ISN't a medi student but he claims he knows alot of medical terms.. oh one ridiculous thing is that he thinks that being a science student, u must know first aid.. OMG how crazy huh... science in this century is based on MOLECULAR !
dun act smart cos if u are smart enough u won;t be still stuck in local uni..... u should be ACCEPTED FOR SOME SCHOLARSHIP RIGHT!
u can choose to give up ur studies for ur GF who DITCHED U aND FINDS U DAMN IRRITATING... probably she nv even liked u and was toying u... so HAHA MY BUTTS OFF.. yet i dun see whats the anger in u to help ur relatives when they are in trouble..missing a test that affects ur studies? come on... wake up ur selfish idea can? but i doubt u will... so this proved that u choose GF over parents... so in near future... PLS LEAVE UR HANDS OFF UR PARENTS OFF UR UNRELIABLE HANDS... I DUN WAN THEM TO SUFFER...
oh ya... jus in case... in another example of u acting smart.... and to showcase ur super skill of irresponsibliTIES.. you were the last person to admit my deep love in SGH saying that you have arranged the docs to do a leg operation for him ASAP.. one day pass by one day... till my deep love was on his deathbed... he didn't get any operation at all... the operation just delayed... u came to see him with ur crocodile tears and claim that those doctors where useless... did u look at the mirror urself before u said them? i regret that u were the one using ur dirty hands to stain his ashes.... i swear this matter will only rmb u for me hating u so much.....

seriously u suck...
in any case .... everything u really piss me off

2010-04-03T20:07:00.000-07:00

some parts of my life are just screwed up...
i need another job..
fuck man

yucky nightmare =/

2010-02-23T05:49:00.000-08:00

gosh... why would i even dream of a gorilla standing in front of my house door .?
and it doesn't let me out when i am late...
and i called the ambulance? instead of the police station
and was arrested for being a nuisance??

hahas... lazy to upload a photo of a gorilla but i went for ddream interpretation hahas...

to see a gorilla in ur dream, suggests that you amy be too " over the top " in your behaviour. Perhaps you are compensating for ur rigidity and stiffness in ur walking life. Alternatively, the gorilla symbolises ur primitive impulses, wild nature and repressed sexual energy........l0ls

2010-02-19T18:26:00.000-08:00

Yesterday got fire dril in APS and the teachers had a chance to watch and learn how to extinguish a fire..
now i then realise there are 3 types of fire extinguisher... A = plain water, B= carbon dioxide and C= powder =D
hahas.... here are some snap shots taken by me =D ... damn nice de...=D

SEe the fierce FLAMES

WHAHAHHA here comes the fire extinguisher !? i shalll let u disappear!?!?

TOday is chu qiu... ren ri... everyone's birthday?! ahhas.... APS celebrated during contact time ... this is the longest Luo Hei i ever seen!?!!?!

love u dear..

can't wait to go out with sushan tonight!?!? qwahhah

a little too late =/

2010-02-16T02:32:00.001-08:00

ahhhhhhhhhhh..... i can't book any practical slots at 8.15 am sian a million times.

can't wait for the steamboat dinner at shan house this SAT =d

i figured it out

2010-02-15T06:37:00.000-08:00

i love the glow effect of mac book sia... hahas it just makes the flaws of my face gone =D
Edward loves seeing me in dresses =D heehee me in my pink dress and rather dramatic eye makeup hahas =D
I was playing with photo funia then i just edited a picture that me and edward took =D
sorry dear...
i figured it out why i was angry with u ...
sorry for those remarks which is rather hurtful..='(
hahas.... u have been accompanying me since ur holiday started which is the period before cny.. then during cny, u are busy with ur friends and relatives... i dun get to see u.. thats why i will feel so left out and like missing ur presence... sorry k

me and my damn hot temper...
i seriously dunno how u can endure..l0ls

love u dear... happy 2 years 2 months and 15 day ...
counting more =D... 26 months le...

anyways i miss shan,, wendy leong too.. sob...

bitch freak

2010-02-14T06:09:00.000-08:00

happy cny first day.
And no happy v day for 2010

2010-02-13T06:33:00.000-08:00

Happy CNY heehee this is me with my jiejie

MY V DAY GIFTS from dear edward

thanks for the 2 years 2 months and 13 days ...

i know i have got a temper but i really damn impressed by ur ren nia li la!!!!

hahas

thanks dear... i love u alot

and happy v day to all my friends and their bfs

Chinatown & Fried rice cake =D

2010-02-07T01:54:00.000-08:00

curled my hair with purple contact lens XD
i feel like going for digital perming but not worth cos i bought the curling tools hahas

eating the flavoured ice tubes... =D

mine is F&N cherry and his is ZAPPLE =D

On the bus taking photo..hahas it was after a quarell lalas...l0ls

wooohoooooooooo...my cooked rice cake...

damn full

CUTENESS

2010-02-05T01:15:00.000-08:00

i super love this photo that my cousin post thing morning..l0ls..
ytd nite went diaso with edward then i suddenly found the crayon shin biscuit
so i bought for ah bee =D hahas
i place it on top of the piano ytd nite before i went to sleep.
then this morning.. ah bee went to my room and he saw it...
so he told my mum ' gu gu... ah girl de pin gan...'
then my mum say is i purposely buy for him de =.= l0ls...
and i wan like half dead...
so my mum ask him to kiss my cheeks to get the biscuit l0ls...

my purple contact lens =D
off for work!?
COMING TO THE END OF 1ST WEEK.
1.6 de guy damn irritating....
BLEAHS

finally discovered

2010-02-01T17:16:00.000-08:00

i didn't realise that there was a cable that allows me to transfer things from my phone to the computer.
likewise i didn;t realise that this com has com BLUETOOTH...so LOL

today got lesson at 4.00 pm
so i shall start my task first..l0ls...
i m hungry hahas...
i dunno wad to wear

kids are adorable

my buddies and me and edward

2010-01-29T16:35:00.000-08:00

Long ago uploaded photo (26 jan 2010)

Hee hee... we went out with yi jun , fio and jerm to celebrate Serene's 19th birthday =D

hahas... i am only like 1 month after my birthday and she is 1st day to 19 sia la...

hahas...=D

we drank corona =D sadded...

they are like so guai la... i only manage to drink less than a bottle l0ls...

anyways i really miss them alot alot =D

heehee...

now waiting for Yj to upload photos...

whit i got assessment today and amazing race l0ls

2010-01-19T07:27:00.000-08:00

hearts??!?!?!?!? just got a couple adidas watch with edward... he paid both =D

hahas but it came with a heavy price(u know what i mean )=.=

hahas ytd was 180110... no special date but i super happy ...

giving me watch = no rights to be late anymore =.= sobsobsob

can't bluff him say my watch is earlier....cos we have the exact timming

okies i shall end of with a act cute photo..=D since EDWARD ACT CAM SHY

1 year

2010-01-17T04:41:00.001-08:00

i wonder if anybody still remembers you and misses you like i do...
it has been 1 year since you left me...
i was in pain and agony...
i wished that you have bought me along with you..
to comfort and secure me that i know you are ok...
how i wish time will go back to 1 year ago...
maybe my decision to leave with you will stay firm and i might be with you already ... in the other world...
memories of you still remains fresh in my mind...
the last time seeing you...
you struggled painlessly without being noticed...
you left me before i was there...
i was about 25 mins too late...
can you see my heart bleeding...
can you feel my tears...
i have never love someone so much..
although it has been 1 year...
your photo is still on my ipod...never removed unless i am dead...
last year today...
you have left me...
leaving me to cry till i sleep...
and even in my sleep i was crying...
i miss your presence...
happily i though i can talk to you again .. when i reach...
your eyes were closed...

sometimes i bleed to see if i am a human...
sometimes i bleed to see if i am immune to hurt and pain...
for u ... i craved ur name in my heart...

memories seems fresh ...
i still can't believe that you left me...
i vowed to let u live longer than me ...
willing to exchange my life for yours...
at least when i am dead ... i can be ur angel...

new year soon

2010-01-17T04:10:00.000-08:00

YOU HUUUUU?!?!?!
hahas .... i am bored at home... anyways recently i am always at FLC ...
i just realise i am quite a aloner....
l0ls...
where are my buddies
wendy-overseas
diane & sushan -work
lari,gera,dor,tong-study
jer,ser,fio,jy-studying...
oh no.....
i wanna go out....
anyways i went out with lari and gera last week l0ls...
went to far east walk and chat
then end up at Amk to eat suki...
cos i need to collect my thumb drive l0ls...

suki was nice =D heehee lari was complaining about her dressing too casual..and i overdressed.. my HEELS HURTS...and i ended up buying new flats... lari and gera are also persuaded to buy too hahas...=D

me and gera camwhoring in the toilet while lari was somewhere in the cubicle l0ls...

gera got nice natural curls... sob

i also wan!??!

her hair is damn long now k...l0ls

that day ..she spent almost 1 hundred dollar la..l0ls

our photo of the day!?!? hahas ... initally wanna take at suki but it slipped out of our minds..l0ls becos we were busy playing stacking sushi plates and sushi game l0ls...

okies .... i just managed to grab some photos from edward's blog l0ls... idiotic guy still haven't give me the photos yet?!!??!

this is our 1st photo upon reaching GENTING?!!??!

so cold weather... i am wearing scarf?!l0ls...

then edward the act muscle man didn't wear jacket..l0ls!

anyways we are officially 24 months 10 days and ongoing?!?!

hahas....

valentine day is coming...

i am giving him a surprise...

like wise for my buddies...heehee

hopefully got enough money la..l0ls...=D
but my sincerity is more can!?

i feel so paisae to tell him straight in face that i wan a bouquet of flowers la...

my first v day with him was 9 INDIVIDUAL STALKS of ROSES...

my second v day with him was a SMALL 'BOUQUET ' OF 3 ROSES...

hahas i am glad that i am not a guy..l0ls no need buy roses..l0ls

i expect a bouquet of balloon roses this year ..l0ls cos this yr roses price surely mark up like mad...cos v day season itself already cost $10 per stalk.. now it falls on the first of new year leh.. maybe $20? hahas...

nvm we shall wait and see l0ls...

this neoprint!!! hahas i still like his hair la...l0ls
after browsing through my phone...
i come to realise that his hair last time is nicer la...l0ls...
now also not bad....

THE MANY REASONS THAT I Like YOU ( TO EDWARD)
i like you because ... i like for liking neat...
i like you because... u're naggy like my mum
i like you because ... you behave like a man ( gentleman that exist long ago)
i like you because... you allow me to throw my temper at you all the times and u're the
always first to say ' sorry'
i like you because... you are vain l0ls... very mindful about dressing and image
i like you because ... you have a beautiful waist line ...sexy hamster
i like you because... you behave childish at times to make me happy
i like you because... you make me feel like a kid
i like you because... you always sa jiao to me

hahs may all this reasons be the reasons whhy i wanna be with you and not end up as the reasons why i also wanna leave u k =D hahas

2010-01-07T05:17:00.000-08:00

l0ls...
dead tired
morning woke up then go NUS sian!
so damn big...

on the bus .. i feel so sad cos i am like a adult wearing those extreme formal clothing ..
wahs then still have to pay adult fare...
i seriously miss the feel of wearing school uniform...
sob... met dalvin at cityhall then travel to BUONA VISTA..
damn far then i didn't realise that the shoes that i wore actually was spolit...
it was my banquet shoes 3 yrs ago ..
i seriously didn't realise that my shoes are in such bad condition till i reach Buona vista mrt...
my shoes the ssurface was cracking...
then the sole was like dropping out bit by bit..
so sian la...
was praying hard that my shoes don;t give up on me...
but it did..
and i bought a new slipper on my way home ( at clementi's NTUC)
hahas...
i just realise that alot of my friends are applying a job at NTUC hahas...
hahas...
just returned the prize station keys back to jas l0ls...

hahas met kyo un..=D and her friends to try the dress..but i doubt she will buy l0ls

great minds thinks alike and fools can;t be differeniate

wad is life about?

2010-01-06T07:20:00.001-08:00

well .. alot of ppl say that life is about the choices u make...
how u wan ur future to be depends on the choices u make, the effort u put in and then strike the iron while it is hot

recently i am in a huge dilemma ..
firstly i have got a job at prize station which i enjoyed alot..
the pay is 1.6k which is high ..but
afterall i figured out.. it was rather low .. becos of the number of hours i clock in..
my pay was high..
1.6k= 4 X 72 hours a week
that means
i work 72 hours for 400 dollars ..
which calculates out to be
5.55 dollar per hour

secondly.. i was more attracted to money than experience thus i almost
just almost rejected moe attachment for the job
but it came to my realisation that
moe job is more high paid..
i only work less than 12 hours a day to get 65 dollars..
my entire month pay will add up to a thousand since i have deducted CPF

thirdly ..
as i always wan to major in NUS MEDI ..so i just anyhow spam and whack on the job advertisement and this guy told me he wiling to accept me.. but i have to be in the job all the way till july .. which means either my MOE attachment or my medi... but it is lowly paid...
i work 7 days daily almost like 10 hours from morning 9 to 8 pm for the pay of 850 dollars without a referral letter can...

so initially i told myself i wan money ..
so i insist on 1.6k..
but after calling wendy, shan, sharon and mic
and talkin to my mum , my sis, my uncle and edward
i am more willing but not totally willing to go for moe attachment...
and quit my 1.6k job REGRETTFULLY
BUT cos i can bulit up my resume ..
since i am working as a tutition teacher at FLC...
maybe i can get a better pay=D

so i was damn sad that i will rot till feb
suddenly christon msg me and say FLC needs a admin to commit till feb only and may extend ..
pay is 5 per hour and is 2-9 pm job... from monday to friday
so i realise maybe god is leading me to a path!
so now...
i am going to start my admin job next mon ..
and my sat morning and sun morning is to help my mum ...
then i afternoon got lessons...+ i requested for more slots...(hopefully 3 or 4 classes is good)
so hopefully i pass my probation... which is in 2 weeks time
and i get a pay of 20 per hour...
so i calculated that maybe my jan pay is 675
low as usual but it is better than NOTHING!

god ..thanks for leading me to this way hopefully this chance that u give me is good...
anyways i love u edward..
he is going reservice on the 13th jan then 15 is last bb match.. 12 isx ray for teeth ..l0ls..
i love my buddies too
oh ya... serene gave me an orange nail polish l0ls... =D my bdae gift with a few mask
then fio gave me a dress which i doubt i will wear ..but thanks anyways =D

2010-01-05T08:14:00.000-08:00

gosh... in a big dilemma now
should i go for MOE attachment or JUst continue working at the 1.6k job...
haiz...
very sian now....

i enjoy reading blogs...=D
edward looks wad i mean
edward looks very handsome in black renoma tee and white basketball pants with his crumpler bag.... *faints* how i wish i can just put in my room like the toys that i mess around with everytime l0ls...

i love you...
thanks for loving me too..

oh ya.. i am working at bishan ..
so if anyone is going there...
pls .. drop by and tell me...
cos i need ppl to pei me for dinner and lunch

anyways ... i think u dun believe me..haix...

keep ME occupied?!?!?!?!

2010-01-03T05:10:00.001-08:00

gosh...
i feel damn eng at home sia
so i called my buddies ...starting from shan , leong then diane...
l0ls...
shan was busy soaking herself in the tv while leong enjoying life shopping at TAMP
and diane was also outside but her surrounding super quiet...maybe in the car l0ls..
sob...
i just got a job at TAMP...wahs
can go visit leong everyday
i taking up the job as a teaching assistant...
8 an hour
mini must work 30 hours a week
and upon completing 240 hours .. i get additional 200 dollars...
thats crazy but... at least i got money hahas...

hmmm i am still waiting for that denta guy to call me...
hope i gget the job and a good pay
like 7 or 8 pls!?
hahas

i miss edward...
webcam with him today...
damn funny
...gosh he is very fierce...
his twin brother also very fierce...
faints
heng... he not always fierce to me
hahas... if at the beginning of the relationship he fierce to me..
perhaps i might not be like the jiayen i am today...
probably be a cat to him..l0ls...
not the other way round =x...
LALAS...
tomo plan to go ssdcl at 8 for morning lessons
then chong in 3 sessions of trial and practice before i go for training at 3 pm... international plaza..l0ls...
sian ... but
for the sake of money.... HERE JIAYEN COMES...L0LS....
sian a million times...

i miss edward...
smelly edward.... go play ball....
stinko edward .... arghhhhh....

oh ya... SCHOOL STARTS TOMO!?=D
i kinda miss uniform hahas....
my sis is so not damn excited about sec sch...
she is scare that she has no friends
gosh...same mental block as me...
gosh i wanna swim and burn my skin and fats...
AHHHHH....

NEW YEAR =NEW HOPES= NEW ME

2010-01-01T06:14:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL MY BELOVED FRIENDS, FAMILY AND BUDDIES?!
WELCOME TO PLEASANT 2010?!?!
i hereby wish all of u pink health and good start =D
heehee

today is geraldine's birthday, nicholas birthday( edward's friend) and our 2 yr anniversary!
hahas...
cheers?! * sobs* no alcohol for me cos i am sick
hahas...
new year means new hopes
my new year RESOLUTION
1) find a job so i can earn $$$
2)go to HK disneyLAND?!
3)Change my look!
- start learning makeup
-dressing up
-all in all be vain!?
4)CHIONG HARD FOR MY FUTURE

signing off ?! new jia yen all the best!?

2009-12-31T09:33:00.001-08:00

okies sorry for the messy upload but i am plain lazy to organise nor tag so hahas...

wahs my blog seems damn dead..l0ls
shall blog now and then cause...... i am too free...l0ls...
just came back from genting ..
got photos to be uploaded..l0ls
it was a good trip from the start
and a terrible ending ..
cause i fell sick..haiz...
fever 38.6 , cough and sore throat.l0ls.
suay enough today is the last day of 2009 la...
but the doctor told my mum to let me go countdown..cos
when i am sick i must go out more and not allow myself to feel tired l0ls?!
cool doctor huh...
but as usual .. my mum is NO!!

hahas... initially thought i was going out with edward to some random places to walk cos i dun wanna stay at home la...
seriously it was random enough to join his B.east friends for a birthday celebration .to Nicholas whose birthday falls on 0101 l0ls... same as my buddy geraldine..
went to imperial at taka for dinner...
suppose to be 8.45pm but end up at 9.30pm..
l0ls it is freaking expensive la..
anyways with my poor health condition..
i can only eat plain noodles..sob...
i promise myself to try the red bean paste and mango pudding and xiao long bao once i recover?! hahas
should be cheap..
but i need a job first ..haix??!!?!!??!
ok .. there are alot of ppl there ...around 12?
but i can't remember all the names
hahas
oh!
edward bought me a jacket?!
he bought one too.. but different colour l0ls..=D
i bought red with black... but i think his is nice..and green and black looks nice too xD
hmmm...
guys taste and girls taste very different...
maybe at least to me i am sure that it is different
hahs
when i find a girl that i tink is chio.. edward thinks the other way ..l0ls...
nice try huhs...
anyways EDWARD is my best boyfriend 2009 hahas?!
sorry to make u feel so weird for wearing heels...
promise to not wear heels when i am with u ..sob
i wear flats sob...
anyways i just bought that heels from cottonon...
freaking chio ?!
hhas
no pic very bored/
ywans

2009-12-24T18:03:00.000-08:00

merry xmas to all...l0ls... just read it from my facebook .. i lazy to retype
all along i thought x mas eve was a joyful occasion but somehow it didn't turn out to be l0ls...
quarrel and tears of urs ...
i am not finding excuses but i tink i suck at relationship...
listening to AL's holding on... i tink i can't...
u know i will take ur hands when it feels cold and it feels like the end, i won't give in..l0ls... not true for me ..l0ls...
life is not as smooth as it is for me..l0ls...
i still haven't get a job haix....
wanna faint le la...

ok FLC haven't briet me .. i dun wanna a impromt 2 can?
faints...
i feel so suck in relationship...

can i ever request to stop crying .. i feel IRRITATED!?
GIVE ME SPACE AND FRIENDS?!

2009-12-07T18:49:00.000-08:00

i feel painful to be at home when the sun is strong...yawns

2009-12-06T16:15:00.000-08:00

=D i have offically ENTER CLUB 18 =DDDDDD
after 12 months and 7 days =D

ytd i had a great dinner with edward..l0ls
we were so hungry that we ate too much , hence we wanna puke l0ls..

1)ONG WEI XIANG WAS THE FIRST PERSON TO WISH ME A HAPPY BIRTHDAY?!?!?!=D
2)ALVIN NGAI
3)SUSHAN
4)DIANE
5)DORCAS
6)XIAO TONG
7)YIJUN
8)FIONA
9)GALVIN
10) MY LITTLE COUSIN =x
heehee thats for now... which is only 8.18 am?!
hahas.. i miss my buddies from secondary school...
althought i really wish to go out to celebrate but they are having their exams ..so it is kinda of impossible.. but will be celebrating a belated together with another buddy heehee

i am going out with my 4 buddies this afternoon...gosh i love all of u...=D

hmmmm...
being 17...
i experienced roller coaster life
firstly , my beloved grandfather passed away...
hence i had to cope with my emotions
secondly, there was A levels..
so must be stressed.. but i kind of miss the times i had rushing for lectures
afterall i miss my hectic study life !?
thirdly, i was happy to know 3 true friends and a GOF which mix well in tar tar sauce l0ls joking...
diane,wendy and sushan...! THANKS FOR BEING WITH ME FOR 2 YEARS<3
YOU GUYS ARE GREAT
fourthly,i kind of neglect my relationship cos of A levels but ...thanks edward for being so patient to put up my nonsense....

hahas... oh ya..
yesterday i drag sushan with me to work at RAFFLES HOTEL FOR AN EVENT , together with boon..l0ls...the event was awesome la...
other than increasing our pay from 25 to 50, we even had an ang bo of 10 bucks k!?
hahas...
but the difficult thing was actually 2 luo chi following a not so luo chi(boon)
l0l... sushan got a shock when i call boon ping.. she thought it was boon bing from our class hahas
ok.. we detour and walk to and fro to find the stupid lift or escalator l0.. but can't find nor get access to it...
end up late to work..l0ls
boon is actually friendly la...cos my last impression on him was FIERCE?! L0LS...
boon has a SCANDAL 101.. who keeps going around him and playing with him lalas...
then a little girl was blushing when boon winked at him.. then i ask the girl wink at him.. but she blink at him l0ls... kids are damn cute..l0l...
then there's this girl i call her miao miao......
she is so damn cute la...
ppl push her, step her, touch her or anything... she will run to me and tell me and ask me sayang her....l0ls...then the mum came up to me and ask y i keep touching her girl... as if i was a pervert la -.-'''
hahas sushan's joke of the event was!?
a maid mistaken her airbrush eagle head to be a furry BALL L0LS?!
hahas..... then she was like so gulity l0ls....

overall it was a fun event =D

2009-12-05T02:56:00.000-08:00

=D prom nite was ytd.. here are all the photos taken by my photographer DIANE POH !?with her camera l0ls... other photos haven't been updated by ryan and sushan =D
me and jonathan lau

me and terrence

me and zhi yong

me and ryan

dalvin and me

DIANE with me

jessica , me and kyon un

me , diane and michelle

si qing,cheryl , wendy , diane me and sushan

me and diane with moustache

2009-11-30T16:37:00.000-08:00

long time since i have last updated.. so hope that this post will not be long
events coming up soon..=D
dec 6 got event
dec 12 also got event
dec 10-20 got book fest
dec 7-WHEN I TURN 18=D
hopefully i get the 5 day job during x mas...- i am money driven.. and workcholic
dec 26-29 got church camp
busy like mad...
need to squeeze in 3 days to go genting =D

hahas .. 6 more days to my birthday!!
well i am pretty sad that most of my friends are unable to celebrate my one and only dec 7 this yr due to their exams..l0ls... maybe i was forgotten l0ls.
but at least i was comforted by the fact that my uncle intends to cook a good meal for me..but some unforseen circumstances has occurred and i am so sad...
ok back to the topic...
guess wads on my wishlist?
1)4 'A's for my A level
2)i want to find a job! that pays me 6.5 per hour!!!

actually i intend to do 2 part time job l0l..= more money

3)whole family is safe!=D i mean healthy la..

4) go overseas for vacation or further studies

5)GO CLUBBING!

6) BUY ALCOHOL

7)GET PIERCING

but the last few seems impossible unless i do it without the consent of my bf and parents and buddies

hahs ytd i called sushan ..l0ls her voice very sexy la!

hahas... i am interested in balloons !

hahas i wonder if u guys can see this mtv...this is a very nice song=D
i got a bf that is extremely zai in twisting balloon!
hahas... too much of a perfectionist!lalas

finally my 2 years has come to an end..=D

2009-11-11T19:31:00.001-08:00

long time since i update!
ok 4 papers are down...
alot more to go

i think i no hope for GP le
haix
chemistry was OMG...
i tink this time wrong my results will be like shit l0s

2009-10-21T09:00:00.000-07:00

i am stuck in writing a 400 word essay hmmm...
i am tired ...
even though i just woke up from a long nap...
hahas...
final lap...
make it or break it..
sad ... if i break it...
happy but with alots of uncertainy if i make it ...
studies is wad i have all in my mind...

hmmm...
got 50% chance of flying to FUDAN university to pursue degree...
well.. maybe life would be better in a new environment .. new air new faces...

buddy is coming back on the 29 this month..
he is having training in taiwan...

i dun feel like going to sch but that is the only place where i feel my energy flowing like nobody's business....motivated at least...

i am blogging about all the random things i can tink of.
halloween is coming...
probably i can go out and scare people even without any costumes ...
cos i look exactly like one ...l0ls...

my room is messy to the max...
papers flying all over

time is almost 12 pm
well 10 more days to Alevel

i think i am not as hard working as i was during Olevel..

someone laughed so loudly behind me when i commented ...' u are the banana of my eyes' cos u are always wearing yellow ...this is an inside joke la... u stranger still dare laugh so loud

i am determine to shake off my current appearance after a levels...
no ugly people in this world...
only people who don't doll up

i make sure no one recognises me....
l0ls...

i feel like sleeping..

2009-09-29T02:36:00.000-07:00

hmmm. i see improvements and i am more motivated to study now
next 30 days my a level are coming...
=D all the best?!!?!?!?

no more playing .....
no more shopping....
just keep studying and relieving stress?!

i love edward and my mum l0ls

2009-09-25T06:50:00.000-07:00

happy birthday to all my friends!?
and happy advanced birthday to my soulmate edward..
hmmm somehow i feel that i aren't ready for a relationship..
yet he is very patient with me...
sad .... this yr was a hectic year.. i can't even afford to get him things that he like but yet he paid for things that i want when it is supposed to celebrate his birthday...
blame it on me... a lousy girlfriend..
who knows alot about complaining, quarreling and fighting with each other
yet has never thought of giving some concern and care to the other party.
always thinking that it is natural for guys to be good to girls... like taking things for granted ...
but now when i look back...
i somehow rather feel that in this relationship all the while i have been too selfish .. always making things go worsen yet u are the one trying to patch things up ..
i am sorry are the three common words that i always hear from you even though it isn't your fault...
take for example that incident that happened a few days ago..
we quarreled so much . in the morning and during afternoon..
you just smiled and pretend nothing has happened and i am feeling so damn gulity ...
are u tired?
do u feel that u are like taking care of a burden?
haix... really sorry... i am trying hard to be less of those that u hate...

god bless you

2009-09-16T18:42:00.000-07:00

my want list =D

1)EYESHADOW PRIMER POTION
http://www.urbandecay.com/categories/EyeshadowPrimerPotion.cfm

2)88 PIECE MAKEUP PALETTE SET
http://www.coastalscents.com/cfwebstore/index.cfm/product/1677_122/88-piece-makeup-palette.cfm

3)AOFM Pro Tool Collection

http://aofmpro.com/?q=node/4

4)Pale lipstick & PARIS ROUGUE!
http://www.lancome-usa.com/makeup/lipcolor/color-design.htm

BaByliss PRO Ceramic Tools 1 1/4" Spring Curling Iron

5)

=DDDDDDDDDD
i love this video...
i shall try it on my birthday

2009-08-30T00:50:00.001-07:00

derrick is damn handsome.. melts?!

2009-08-10T02:04:00.000-07:00

hmmmmm....... RAWRS...
i am still in the slacking holiday mood when i am left with like only a few hours to prepare for tomo's test...
sian...

my jie jie bought me a pair of new shoes..
initially she said she can buy two for me...but isay dun need..
but now i abit abit more than abit regret...
it is like only 15 dollars...

hahas.. the thoughts of going overseas is still in my mind...
i guess it is hard to erase those thoughts..hahas

edward is sick...
hahas
i had a fun day shopping ytd...
bought key chains?!
hahas...

i somehow think that the school is giving us papers to do to numb us ...
so that we wil get used to papers...
hahas

god pls send me overseas for medicine course?!

2009-08-05T09:26:00.000-07:00

jiayen wants to g0 0verseas t0 pursue her further studies at any c0st...
she is tempted t0 d0 s0..
but yet she faces tr0uble with her parents.. haiz..

jiayen hopes f0r a overseas scholarship after a levels..
jiayen will d0 it =D

REMEMBER THE PAIN AND KEEP REMINDING URSELF U CAN'T FAIL!

=D

2009-07-31T22:11:00.001-07:00

hello
how do i edit photos sia.....

hahas i was pissed off by one bastard this morning...
but who cares..
i can;t stand people who loves to butt into everything thinking that he is always the rite one..
oh man.. do u knw that u really disgust me?

2009-07-18T22:39:00.000-07:00

JIAYEN IS FREAKING PROUD OF HER NEW HAIRSTYLE?!
she looks like a she-male?!
or is it he-female?
HAHAS?!?!?!?
s0 sick 0f that long fringe?!
weee...
this morning i itchy hAnd go snap my hair abit more...
now my side burn very short can't comb backwards?!

now the song nobody so famous
watch this video i bet u will be like o.o'''

2009-07-17T02:32:00.000-07:00

mid years have end..
but this marks the beginning of prelims...

jiayen ar... jia you.. remember ur promise to him was to get into a medicine course and be a doctor that is much more trustworthy than those incompetent doctors..that only knows how to sell their equipements and send them a high bill in the end...
i shall be chiongster...
hmmm...
mid year results was unexcepted bad than i thought it would be... my econs ,gp and bio is like satan pushin me off track .. discourgaing me...

I SWEAR I WILL WORK DOULY HARD
1/

2009-07-09T04:20:00.000-07:00

Due to some technical problems afew days ago i was unable to unload these photos... but here's the photos of mr and mrs tay!

i attended the morning tea ceremony.. see the newly wed offering tea to the parents of the male...haahaa... the bride looks like a cake to me... and she is goregous?! here's their family photo..hahas got young got old =D happy family =D hahas this is me with the bride when she was in the hotel room waiting for the dinner at night..hahas... she is very very pretty and sweet....very small size too X/ hahas... a perfect match with edward's brother... both so sweet.... opps i forgot to move the pic up.. hahas this is edward offering tea for the first time to his brother and brother's wife?! everyone got their status promoted sia...hahas... this is vincent.. offering tea also... first time hahs... both looks the same.. no wonder call twins...hahas... while we were taking photos .. there's a happy intruder! ENEN! HAHS... he is so happy to intrude..hahas cute little guy

thats all for the wedding i lazy to update the rest hahas... today went to dalvin's house and swim and i had difficulties finding the way out to the front gate...

i went to eat jap food... was awesome?!

got a new pair of slippers for free?! thats great !

and i found a new lover!

OPTIMUS PRIME?!

HE IS MY SELF DECLARED BF?!

I SWEAR THAT TRANSFORMERS TWO WAS GOOD...

DON'T MIND WATCHING AGAIN IF THERE IS FREE TICKETS=D

here's my random photo !

i am paid

JIA YEN LOVES OPTIMUS PRIME !

MY NEW NEW NEW SELF PROCLAIMED LOVER....

TRANSFORMER WAS DAMN DAMN DAMN NICE LA....

2009-07-05T06:56:00.000-07:00

t0day is a very very special day f0r mr tay kuan hui and ms chua bee lay...=D

blogger sucks i can;t update photos

here's a emo song

I DON;T LOVE YOU ANYMORE

2009-07-03T00:08:00.000-07:00

=D
bi0l0gy was t0ugh...
hahas yk t0ld me tat ICZ REPRESENTS BETA-GALACTOSIDASE,PROMOTER AND OPERATOR... (NOT IN ORDER)
i th0ught ab0ut it f0r quite l0ng and i realise that he was correct...
removal of beta galactoside ( i mean lac Z gene in the structural gene) would produce no beta galactosidase regardless got lactose or not...

then i was thinking about the frog croak question... i think it is sympatic? speciation?
hahas

i just watched ICE AGE 3...
i was feel so paisae la...
i always laugh at the part where no one laughs or laugh after everyone laughs..
and i laugh super l0ud ... kids also think i siao siao

here's transformer's sound track which i tink is damn nice

2009-07-01T03:47:00.001-07:00

=/

i feel bad and sad for MJ's death..
while i was listening to his song heal the world...
it really speaks alot

2009-06-29T01:30:00.000-07:00

=D

i am so looking forward to go sch...
i miss wearing the school uniform
hahas
this morning saw edwin and wei liang at tpy popular..
edwin looks galish.......
hahas he wear hairband leh!

okies.

public good is a good that is collective consumed and it provides collective benefits to the society that are non excludable.public goods are characterised by non excludability in consumption and non rivalry in consumption .being non excludable in consumption, this means that when a public is produced, it is available to all members of the community regardless of whether they pay or not for the good... hence this resulted in the free rider problem, since people still get to enjoy the good regardless they pay anot , they will rather no pay? hahas... thus this goods are not undertaken by private firms for production - they are non marketable!?on the other hand, non rivalry in consumption would mean that the use of the good by one person will not prevent others from enjoying the good as the total supply doesn't decrease?!
since there is inefficent allocation of resources.... THERE IS MARKET FAILURE?!

=.=
my mind is in a big big mess now...
haiz...

FP involves the use of government budget through tax revenue and govt expenditure to affect the level of economic activities in the economic...for contractionary FP. the taxes are higher while the government expenditure will be lower.. higher direct tax such as personal income tax and corporate tax will decrease disposable household income and investment respectively..this in turn will decrease C AND I.. on the other hand , fall min govt expenditure would mean lower transfer payment and goods & services...

arghhh... i need my buddy's brain

2009-06-27T04:45:00.001-07:00

i am tired...
hahas zq got a super wonderful mind

hahas... i just went sentosa today..
meet a super cute boy...l0ls... rusty bb

oh ya i feel so irritated by that makeup photo

2009-06-26T04:33:00.000-07:00

my heart is sinking.. listening to emo songs is making me sink ...

i feel so empty in my heart...

ouch.................................

2009-06-22T21:52:00.000-07:00

=D
ytd went 0ut f0r dinner
hahas... heres a song for everyone that is in love =D

2009-06-20T04:42:00.000-07:00

i am being lame ... i keep taking photos hahas..

this is the nerdy me...

my sis asked me who is she ..l0ls... i put make up.. i was bored

halfway studying econs so i went to play with my makeup..

see... makeup do make a difference

hahas just trying to act cute...l0ls....

i went tamp mall today... i am really dead tired..

2009-06-17T19:36:00.000-07:00

this is a very nice song to distress..l0ls...

i dunnoe why i serious dislike u so much.. maybe it is becos i am not having a damn good mood

i am meeting zq and jy tomo ... hope i dun ask them too much qns...

anyways i am waiting to see jy botak?!

sat got life's a beach organised by 98.7 at sentosa...

anyone wanna go ?=D

this song is very meaningful just see the lyrics u will understand

LYRICS

Do you know what's worth fighting for,
When it's not worth dying for?
Does it take your breath away
And you feel yourself suffocating?
Does the pain weigh out the pride?
And you look for a place to hide?
Did someone break your heart inside?
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky,
You and I

When you're at the end of the road
And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul
Your faith walks on broken glass
And the hangover doesn't pass
Nothing's ever built to last
You're in ruins.

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky,
You and I

Did you try to live on your own
When you burned down the house and home?
Did you stand too close to the fire?
Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone

When it's time to live and let die
And you can't get another try
Something inside this heart has died
You're in ruins.

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky,
You and I

THOSE RED SENTENCE ARE NICE

ARGH... i am so dead for mid years...

hahas... can't give up now...

i promised u on ur deathbed that i will work hard to be a doctor..

so that there will be lesser death case due to negligence of the damn nurse and those doctors..

i won't let anyone that i love left me again..

cos ur departure had a great impact ..

it seems like the e world has came to the end..

i may seem to be indifferent .. but i do care..

i missed your presence..i miss those times where i massaged u ..

clean ur wounds.. and talk to u about the past..

WHY THE HELL DID U GUYS TAKE HIM AWAY FROM ME !?

I FUCKING HELL HATE U ALL....

i love u grandpa...

foreva loving you...

2009-06-14T19:58:00.000-07:00

damn sian now..
i just realised that the school uploaded alot of things in the litespeed and i am still living in my own tiny world...

i tink i need some excitement to spike me so that i can start studying like a mad woman.. time is passing so fucking fast la........

ytd went to watch basketball 3 on 3 at a sheltered basketball court near GYSS...
hahas...

the managment seriously suck...
they nv inform players that they must bring NRIC to verify that they belong to which RC..
they also nv tell them that they have to wear numbered jersery ...
stupid woman...
i heard her screaming and ignoring on man who is trying to help his players to get in the game cos they have forgotten to bring their NRIC and the match was about to start...
poor old man....
but that man hor..... very irritating..
i tink he belongs to the tpy east de...
because team A tpy east merge as champ then team B thomson merge as champ..
it is clear about the champ le...
he die also wan a rematch for the final champ ...
i tink end up is team A won...
by 21-19...
the last ball was a 3 point shoot by vincent...
hahas...
team A champ comprise of vincent, alfi?, ah lum? hahas i only hear them say their name but dunnnoe how to pronounce...
congrats thou?!

hahas... the match was interesting...
=D
someone so small sized was able to push two of the opponents player onto the floor.. fierce huh =P

lalalas....

jermery, john?jordan ? ( dunno wads his name ) and edward one team..l0ls...
1 damn tall , 1 average ,1 not so tall ( i didn;t say u short)
as usual... when they are playing game.. it is common for them to disturb the twins...
vincent and edward...
that national team player ... guo rong?
dunnoe wad name... very funny... very good aiming..
he can sit on the floor and shoot in 3 pointer from the extreme left angle...

zai zai zai

2009-06-12T19:21:00.000-07:00

As promised =D there are s0me ph0t0s of me enjoying my h0liday..

i bet i must be gulity for not studying ... i am so dead..

singapore flyers with jiayen .. in the capsule there was 8 ppl.. 5 guys and 3 girls... i can't forget that little boy who stick out tongue at me?!!?!?arghhhs
this is my first NEW YORK NEW YORK MEAL... whahas so delicious?!groovilious

This is given by jermanie.. hahas.. then we started playing pranks with the waiter .. but this is only marshmillow in the kortex look alike thingy hahas..
this is wad i call tan?! this is taken just yesterday?! hahs... my shoulder tan very nice huh?!
this are my buddies.=D but sad .. they are pointing knife at me?!?!!?

yijun?!?! hahas... just trying to take random shots... hahas... i messed up her candyfloss hahas
FLYERS
again

me first time at cafe cartel?!

lunch time set meal... very not worthy..
i am drank... so is my shadow
sun shine lumpy?!?!?

2009-06-09T01:41:00.000-07:00

=)
l0ng time nv update le..heehee
i shall upload the photos next time

heehee...
last friday i went t0 singapore flyers....
student price $10
hahas... fun experience?!
we were damn shua gu..
keep taking photos hahas...

remember you that those were whirlpool in the river?
hahahs... you are so cute...
you pointed to the other end and asked wad that was...
and i told u i couldn't read...
hahas...
who knows on sat .. we worked at the area...MARINA BARRAGE..

here's a song to u ...

heehee...
i spend my whole week fooling around hahas..
but there were alot of first time...
it was the first time i went to marina barrage..
first time to cafe cartel...
first time to flyers...
first time to new york new york..

maybe it is who u are with and who u spend your time with...
probably u guys ( my darlings ?!)
just make the best out of me...

i met up with fiona,serene,yijun and jermanie at nyny ytd...
i had great fun...
missed them so much..=D

2009-06-01T17:25:00.001-07:00

ck says: (8:22:31 AM)

"all humans wanna have relationship, and relationship means getting closer. if its not getting closer, why do u still call it a relationship. but at the same time, getting closer means having friction." so i sum up brieftly. human = relationship = friction(quarrel) = breakup.

this cycle will just go on and on. but how long does a relationship last depends on what type of measurement u takes to cou

2009-05-30T23:57:00.000-07:00

t0day is a b0ring day..

actually wanna go shopping but somehow i can't find accompany ..=/

so i just went home after work and BAKE COOKIES=D

hahas... i was thinking oat chocolate chip, dark chocolate chip or just chocolate chip..

so hahas... i was just being very random so i just anyhow grab one packet...

hahas... it turnout to be chocolate chip..

i like to create them but i dun like to eat them..weirdo huh..

tell u something stupid i did years ago...

the first time i bake was during sec 3 v day..l0ls..

cos it was the first time i was super unexperienced..

so i just bluffed my stead -wj (at that time la) that i made all the cookies

but actually i bought famous amos cookies and mixed with mine(of cos famous amos one is more than mine la) then he treat his friends eat... then his friend say.. WAH UR GF COOKIES TASTE LIKE FAMOUS AMOS DE... then i pause and look sad at him... i bake de?! so i claimed that i bake it myself lols.... cos it is very paisae to lie to ur stead about such thing..l0ls...

heres a picture of JIAYEN (REALLY MADE BY ME DE) COOKIE =D

CHIO HUH!? HUNGRY HUH?SMELL NICE HUH?

dun let u eat... na na ni poo poo =P

i am taking sunday off... tml then start mugging ?hahas

but i intending to swim tomo...=D

talk to me .. i am bored.

2009-05-30T01:36:00.000-07:00

this photo was taken very long ago.. just took it from shan's blog heehee...the above one is labour day i suppose where we had a small class outing then second one is outing.. to far east..hahas.. we all agreed to wear something nice..=D

ytd was damn fun ...
after econs .. we were deciding where to go then after 1 hour still can't make decison.
so shan suggested to go someone house cook and eat..
and i said my house...
since i got curfew ma...
hahas... then mic, shan and wendy all came my house to cook ..
we had pasta,meat,soup and egg =D
waiting for shann to upload the photos...

next thurs i will be back at the same spot...
the spot where u shield me away from the cold wind ..
but this time round... i shall be strong =D

2009-05-27T04:12:00.001-07:00

i swam under the hot hot sun =D

20 laps ?!

i gain a bit of confidence to do free style =D

just that i am very tired after 20 laps of breast stroke

i tried free style..

i saw a guy that looks like my buddy ze qing..

i very long nv tok to him le =/

wonder how he is ...

went to world of sports..

i wanna buy a GOLA bag and TYR GOGGLES?!

hahas.... sian sian no money buy wad shit..

had to pay for the a level fees through cash cos my dad forgot to top up his GIRO =/

no money ..waiting for my boss to call me do event..sobsob..

there's one coming up .. i tink on 6/7 june... alot of ppl needed..

hahas... guess i will be slacking...

hahas...

i just woke up ... very tired...

i shall take a break today no studying =P

i wanna catch a midnite movie.. i wonder how does it feel to watch a movie at so late...

apparently i must wait till i am like 21 before i can actually experience it...

oh ya... i asked sean to lend me his car and ask him coach me how to drive...

that idiot.... say try then nv reply...

so kinda friend lor!?

humph

i got a very weird feeling..haiz dunno how to explain..

sometimes the sight of u really irks me....

2009-05-22T05:22:00.000-07:00

i apologise...

this few days i am indeed throwing temper at u for small little things but do bear with me ..

cos i am having PMS...

ok sorry for hanging up the phone

sorry for scolding u at DG MRT

sorry for raising my voice when u REPEATEDLY STEPPED MY TOES?!

sorry for saying KNN ..cos u hit my ears!?

ok... i just enlarge my ear hole.. now bleeding.. fucking pain..

my ear .. cos u hit... now the newly pierced hole also very pain..

ask u pei me pierce nose ..yet u just ignore me..

i got the needle to pierce tongue but u die also dun let me do it...

everytime i say i wanna do body piercing...

u say i dun wanna argue with me...blahblah...

sian sian sian...

l0l...

i watched night at musement 2?! damn hilarious.. must go watch...=D

i dun mind watching again..=D

2009-05-19T06:10:00.000-07:00

i am tired..

since the work on sunday...

my hands still got the stain of the tattoo la?!

hahas... i am dying in thinking of vocab to add to my SGC...

who can i ask to read through sia?!

oh ya... suddenly i feel that u are more of a betrayer than someone who is helping me...it speaks through action .. dun worry maybe that makes u the first person that i dislike in my life...=D

in front of me u always act that u are helpless but yet behind me.. you stabbed me so deeply.. gaining the trust of others through those pathetic shows?

i rate u less than 1/4 star..

u suck..

LALALAS... if u seek amy...

i like this song...

i msged wj to ask him where he made his braces..

my mum just told me that putting braces is a waste of money..=(

aiya dunno la...

june holiday is coming but i feel that i its like still so far...

there are endless tutorial and stuff to do la...

I WAN TO BE A DOCTOR?!

2009-05-15T18:09:00.001-07:00

my plant died... hiax....

ytd went swimming.. sian only 10 laps...

then started raining then LIGHTING STRIKE?!?!

have been listening to muttons...

fallen in love with alot of songs... cherry cherry bloom bloom l0ls!??!!??

this is a song introduced by wendy =)

heehee very nice smoothing music...=D

THE NEXT SONG ALSO VERY NICE

=D..

Oh
So what you want about me
Oh
But can't you see what I see
Oh
So what you want about me

So tell me if you've seen her
Cause I've been waiting here forever
Oh baby baby
If You Seek Amy tonight

l0ls...=DDDD

the next song is

2009-05-08T23:34:00.000-07:00

argh .. i can;t move this two picture down to the end...hahas... this pic can see clearly the face of the pugi ppl..haas we are squeezing in to take neoprints la... cool huh?.. we are together ina bathtub... sob the first pic dun have my face...Sch00l end early t0day =D.. i was b0red...

s0 i played with the chemistry googles and drag

ged sushan to take ph0t0 with me =D

cheers =D

i was damn excited when the pugi juniors actually arranged to have a gathering on friday nite.. but ytd afternoon ..they suddenly cancelled the outing cos majority of the juniors can't make it...then who knows gavin said that the meeting will still goes on as usual..hahas.. although i didn;t wanna go at first cos i heard that very little ppl are going but nvm.. just join them since it is like very spolitfun if i dun go..

this is ellene's cute junior ! JUNWEI =D

forced to take a photo with me at ILUMA...

hahas... the shopping centre is big yet empty... the only thing that is attractive is the ARCADE!?

CATCH ME TOYS =X
this is taken somewhere on the roadside...i didn;t manage to upload the photo that me,gavin and eileen took in the middle of the road..l0ls...

hahas.... this is EILEEN =D

this is our 2008 most excellent guy ..cos he is the only guy in pugi!?

mr GAVIN NG...

i always spelt his name as GALVIN..l0ls

sumtimes i say that his surname is low...l0ls..

hahas.. he is a very g00d leader...hahas

i f0rced him to take pic with me..

but sad my cam skill not that good ...only got half of my face...

hahas... this is a group photo..taken by tracy who is damn camera shy...hahas.. on the left got me,eileen and jun wei..on the right got gen liang,gavin and an xian =D..

we were standong outside one shop .. i tink it is called wakura? ahahs the new jap resturant ..then we started playing the two hollow? mascot..l0ls

this is another shot... somehow me and gen liang were like so big ...as in standing too near la..hahas

2009-05-02T19:06:00.000-07:00

ytd nite was a nitemare...

yeap but i dun wish to talk about it since it is over le...

oh ya...i was working at expo as balloon artist then this girl that i thought was pretty suddenly talk to me.. and asked .. are u from NYJC?

i was so shocked when she told me she just graduated?!

and she is from the biology corhort la...

i still tok to her more today...=D

a friend of hers was also coincidentally from WSS...

omg the world is so small heehee..

i am so dead... i have endless tutorial and homework to do...

my eye back are like watermelons....sobsob

today i have 3 helper...

wendy ?! ur face might appear on my company website...

since u are working with me...

i currently know how to fold cookie monster, elmo, spiderman(simple de), laser gun,rose,flower( about 3 types),horse,heart shape, dog,poodle,giraffe,horse,weird hat....heehee... and PRINCESS?!?!?!?!

i am on to learn road runner, patrick star, ninja turtle, winnie the pooh =D

i shall teach wendy today =D

2009-05-01T18:09:00.001-07:00

=D i am smiling so happily cos i had a very nice lunch ytd ...

heehee.. i t00k this ph0t0 in the restaurant called Koo Kee...

wahahaha... ate dim sum eg XIAO LONG BAO , DUMPLINGS...ETC...

red bean pancakes are delicious?!?! heehee...

okies i feel damn gulity for not paying ..lalals...

spend the past two days slacking...

when to tampines shop ytd...

i was damn tired la...

so many ppl but not much things to buy also...

hahas... i couldn't find ayam penyet the new restaurant at tampines..sian lor...

i dying to drink the happy soda..

but it is ok... Koo Kee make my day too heehee...

lalala... tampines is boring...

actually wanna catch a movie but they are only showing like 5 movies at 2 movies were repeated... hahas

oh ya... the xiao long tang bao in Koo Kee is better than in ding tai fong la!??!!??!

lalals... ytd the crowd for balloon session was really crazy..

our queue was like longest la... about 15 ppl always..

then they request for flowers, guns,rabbit...

but most want laser gun..then wasted alot of balloons..

ytd used up 2 pack of balloons la...

on thursday only like half a pack...

i not enough balloons to last me for the next two days..

only left with one pack 260 and 3 pack for 160..

shouldn't they hire a helper for me !?!?!?

btw ppl if u are organising events ..

pls go visit this website at www.partyrentals.sg

this is my friends' company...

go find them organise event then u can see me...hahas...

or u can just directly contact me and hire me... cos i can provide glitter tattoo, airebrush tattoo and balloon scuplture ..

it is much cheaper than market rate...

balloon session outside $150 liddat...

if u contact me i charge u $120.. including materials...=D

2009-04-30T07:28:00.000-07:00

tired?!

just reached home...

hahas... today got a new helper?! WENDY LEONG..=D

she pei me do event... then i teach her a few balloons heehee..

can see that her confidence is growing..

last time she twist the balloon scare burst..but now she looks like a pro!?

kids are scare of her voice lols...

suay ..

initially wanna eat subway at expo

then who knows when we put down our bags..

they pull down the metal rears.. to signal that they are closing shop...

comon it is only 8.30 PM LEH..

CLOSE SO EARLY FOR WAD?!

then walk to burger king...

end up no student meal..

so WENT TO FOOD COURT..

EAT HALFWAY..THEY PASTE STICKER 'WE ARE CLOSED'#%^&^#@

in the mrt... i was like standing and standing ..

damn tired.. no one offer me seats ..sob i was like carrying a damn big and heavy bag with two equipement box la... u know wad is call heavy??!!?

hahas...the event is for NEW MOTHER HOOD LOLS...

damn weird la...

then they giving out rose...

i wan roses?!?!?!

sweet dreams to everyone

2009-04-29T06:49:00.000-07:00

i am hungry =(

ytd had great stomach ache then i had runs..till this morning...

bleah bleah..

bought sweets f0r juniors to reward them

end up we are like making them suffer cos jiao lian actually place the sweet on their thighs and make them do ma bu... it is like omg..

they sweating like no body's business la...

well gavin said something and i was like thinking hard about it...

' with my instinct.. i dun tink any thing will bloom between u two...'

hahas guess so...

and he asked if time were to reverse wad will i do...

hahas...

here's many song for my feeling now...

ARGH I CAN'T PASTE...

JUST LISTEN TO 1,2,3,4 PLAINT WHITE TEE..

2009-04-28T00:57:00.000-07:00

=D
rainy day t0day...
wendy has fallen sick...
h0pe she rec0ver fast fast...
s0b she wan d0ct0r, apple but n0 me............
s0b s0b...

i g0t j0b 0n thursday t0 sunday...
means g0t inc0me..
hahas... very tired...
but sad i dun have double pay on a PUBLIC HOLIDAY..SHIT LA...

hope that i can heal ur hurt..

2009-04-26T04:38:00.001-07:00

i did abit 0f c0nfessi0n..

i am feeling better cos i dun have t0 b0ttle up hahas..

sad t0 say i was like being pissed 0ff but he is a thousand years of sinner....

i ain't like other girls..

i am who i am

just uniquely jiayen

hmmmm... i ate papaya?!?!

hahas....

next week i am so dead... thurs to sun work sia........

i need a helper on thurs...

2009-04-25T04:40:00.000-07:00

t0day saw al0t 0f pugi seniors...

mostly all no hair de...

hahas...

zeqing still looks as good ...=D

hahas....

i bet u did it on purpose...

well... it was the last time we will see each other...

but why did u pretend that i didn;t exist?

2009-04-24T18:46:00.000-07:00

maybe seeing him will make me smile ...

2009-04-24T18:33:00.000-07:00

just wanna talk 0n the ph0ne with u to chill ...
yet we quarelled ..
is there t00 much differences between us?
0r was it because we have drifted apart...
listen to this s0ng and l00k at the lyrics...

[LYRICS]
Baby, I stay in love with you

Dying inside cause I can't stand it
Make or break up
Can't take this madness
We don't even really know why
All I know is baby
I try and try so hard
To keep our love alive

If you dont know me at this point
Then I highly doubt you ever will
I really need you to give me
That unconditional love I used to feel
It's no mistaking
We're just erasing
From our hearts and minds

And I know we said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
Cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you

And I keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well"
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you now
No matter what I do
But baby, baby
I stay in love with you

Na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na
Baby, I stay in love with you

It cuts so deep
It hurts down to my soul
My friends tell me
I ain't the same no more
We still need each other
When we stumble and fall
How we gon' act
Like what we had
Ain't nothin' at all now

Hey, what I wanna do is
Ride shotgun next to you
With the top down like we used to
Hit the block
Proud in the SUV
We both know our heart is breaking
Can we learn from our mistakes
I can't last one moment alone
Now go I know

We said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
Cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you

And I keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well"
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you
Now no matter what I do
Baby, baby
I stay in love with you

We said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
Cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you

And I keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well"
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you
Now no matter what I do
But baby, baby
I stay in love with you

how's this s0ng?
meaningful huh...

it's time t0 push myself f0r studies le...
i am n0t caring ab0ut anything le..
make 0r break it..
i am able t0 withstand this maddness...

2009-04-24T07:01:00.000-07:00

=DDDD

t0day was a HAPPY DAY F0R ME..

sushan and wendy said t00 much 0f sugar and h0rm0nes were in me after breakfast...l0ls

they kn0w why..l0ls

HAHAS.=D

t0m0 g0t maths remedial....

heng sia t0m0 can p0n c0llege day =D

life is just so sweet seeing u =D

2009-04-22T04:53:00.001-07:00

FUCK!!

I AM GOING TO DIE OF STRESS

2009-04-21T06:42:00.000-07:00

i am dying f0r

-OSLE ?!

-NEW CLASS JERSERY (ADIDAS?!)

-SCH00L BAG

apparently i think i have serious skin allergy..

i just wore the necklace for like 2 days and i am having rash all around the neck

......sobsobs......

feel very wasted if i dun wear ...

wear le then i pain...

wad to do?!?!?!?

hahas....

i finally see light to DIVERSITY AND EVOLUTION =D

wendy is very funny today....

hahas....

sushan also...

she was so shocked that i listen to three tenor?!

hahas

2009-04-20T05:21:00.000-07:00

w0000...

t0day i g0t caught by gavin ...

i wanna p0n pugi but i was caught by gavin ..cos he was standing at the pull up bar near the back gate.......awwwwwwww....

hahas...

chasing pavements got nice lyrics...

' should i give up or should i keep chasing pavements even if it leads no way ....'

hahas... s0 i sh0uldn't chase the pavements anymore...cos i see no future in that...

hahas

2009-04-18T06:06:00.000-07:00

hohoho... i am having bl0cked n0se...

i tink my c0usin passed the virus to me =(

thanks ar...

t0day still take care of u ...

feed u , bathe u, play with u and carry u...

now liddat la.....s0bsob

t0day went shaw and waited for meryvn for like 1 hour?!

he said meet at 11.30...

then he reached at 12.30...

because hp low batt .. i was unable to contact him...

but still thanks for getting me the necklaces from wendy =D

hahas....

went 0ut with my buddy sushan and wendy...

haahs

everyone in dress...

yea... i feel like throwing away my dress...

and buying more new ones...

but look at my pocket..

now is recession... my parents are slogging to make ends meet so.....

haix...

can things that i wan just drop from the sky?

any candy papa or sugar daddy for me?l0ls...

tired... i dunno whether that wooden splint has been taken out anot...

my mum told me to use a needle to force out that splint from my thumb..

i used a nail clipper and i lost a bit of my meat...

sian sian sian =((((

life still goes on =D

2009-04-17T07:47:00.000-07:00

CONGRATS TO CCS...

YK AND SS both did a GREAT JOB=D

hahas it was very very very nice

yeap.. cried for the first scene...

t0day our school had a mini carnival...

called carnival of hope?

the best part was the DUNKING MACHINE?!

u should have stood there to watch every teacher...

l0ls...

especially mr foo...

he was damn hilarious ...=D

but it was damn expensive...$15 DOLLARS TO INVITE A TEACHER UP...

then additional $5 for 3 throws...

i only b0ught ten bucks to school today...

initally was craving for macs..but i ate mixed rice at night...

journey home wasn't lonely =D

heard that pugi ppl dun need attend college day=D

cos we are performing?! hahas

damn happy....

cos i dun wanna waste my saturday in schoool..

BUT BUT BUT heard got MATHS REMEDIAL =X crY 0UT L0UD...

2009-04-16T04:56:00.000-07:00

yawnnnnnsss...

tired germs are all over me now...

ytd stayed in sch00l with wendy to mug...

i am going to be a mugger soon...

l0ls...

on wed we attend assembly...

it was about love....

the speaker was funny...

i rmb two sentences that he said..

1) if you love him , let him know

2) breaking up is a responsibility..

hahas... what do you think about it?

if u like someone... would u dare to tell that person?

even if u were rejected... do u dare to try again??

hahas....i bet majority of the singaporeans won;t

cos they probably have the mindset that ; aiya... singapore so many girls..why sacrifice the whole forest for one tree'? hahas

the 2) sentence was during the play hahas...

the play was about this couple ...

the guy faced manifold problems cos his parents was objecting him being in a relationship cos he should focus on studying instead...hahs but the girl was also very very possessive...

she is like controlling every moment of the guy's life.. no wonder he gets irriated...hahas

end up... they broke up..

the guy transferred school...

hahas... people use to think that heartbreak is something unbearable..

but it seems like to me...

time has eroded majority of my bad memories...

of cos there are bound to have some still within me..

but it is the past...

so why for bother?

l0ls...

i have g0t my friends and families to pei me through this life...

haahs i am addicted to calling ppl by my friends name..l0ls

wendy de peng you!?!??!

oh ya tomo is SUSHAN'S big day?!

i am very excited for tomo's chinese drama =D

i tink i look weird in skirt...

i shall not wear a skirt not even thinking about a dress on sat =D

2009-04-12T05:20:00.000-07:00

EDITED=d

i am uploading photos...

but it is like taking millions of hours ...

thats me on my way to w0rk..hahas i didn't put MAKEUP k...i am very sian of those makeup..l0ls

hahas at around 3.30 liddat we REACHER H0RSECITY =D...

took a bus from tpy a free shuttle bus heehee
look closely at the photo.. you might see a pony !?!?hahas sorry i got a camera phone that has got NO FLASH AND ZOOM =(

hahas... jealous of my balloons?heehee

this is my tattoo =D nice huh

2009-04-11T21:06:00.000-07:00

hoohoo...

i am dying soon...

not enough time to study le....

t0day g0t 2 event ...

one is at SPRING BLOOM!? DALVIN HOUSE THE CLUB HOUSE...

but i am not working there... cos i doing air brush tattoo at TURF CITY?

hahas... forget the name le...

oh ya gui xiang and benson working at SB...

hahas...

i am like integrating and integrating for the past 2 hours and i am stuck...

QNS 1) sin( In x) dx

-- i tried this .. but ans almost similar but ck say ans in the book wrong

QNS 2) x In x /( 1+ x^ 2)^2

--- ck say this is difficult and i manage to get the first part out

QNS 3) (x In x ( x + (1+ x^2)^0.5))/(1+x^2)^0.5 )

--- i didn't even bother taking a second glance

hahas my brain is like omg what the hell are all this hahas...

i had a sweet dream last nite...

i believe that he cares about me cos he came into my dream...

and it is like FINALLY U CAME INTO MY DREAM for so long...

it was sweet seeing you again

in my dream he gave me a cheque ... with alot of money hahas...

but that isn't wad i wan...

i just wanna be with you...

just bring my soul to urs and we can reunite as 1 again...

i love u ah gong !=D

i hope to see ur soul in the 7th month..

i will not fear ...

just let me feel you and see u again ...

always loving you

2009-04-11T02:47:00.000-07:00

ytd i was damn tired..
slept for almost the whole day after i went home..
i MISSED MY DINNER COS I OVERSLEPT?!
ended up eating alone in the dinning room la...
l0nely s0ul...

shit man my headache is really killing me...
i missed my lunch then i feel damn giddy..
guess wad?
i keep banging my head against the wall or the floor..l0ls...
my mum forced me to eat papaya!?!?!
okies.. today is the first time on my life i ever tasted a papaya...
it is sweet ..l0ls...
ok la..not bad ... taste like sweet potato leh...
i tink i will start dosing myself with panadols if my headache is like staying with me...

oh hohohoho....
i am really bored...
t0m0 w0rking =D
yeap...
i tink i am applying for FAS on monday...
my family finance is really CMI...
i am like sian la...
no more movies, no more nice clothes,no more bing bing...
wuuuuuuuuuuuu~~~~

i wonder ....
if i didn't apply to get into nyjc...
where would i be studying rite now?
will i meet him ?
will his life be so miserable like mine?l0ls...
will i even be stuck in this tragedy?

okies thats random ...
oh ya..
i just realise that fungus of stored grains and PEANUTS CAN CAUSE LIVER CANCER?!!?
>.<

my skin is burning?!
it is freaking painful

2009-04-09T05:05:00.000-07:00

sad...

very sad...

extremely sad...

=0=/=(

results sucks maxi!

cry

crying cried...

ARGHGHGHGHG!!!

i am so freaking sian....

2009-04-08T04:55:00.001-07:00

i am damn tired..

t0day intend to g0 sch00l at 6.30 to jog..

end up due to the heavy dose of panadol i ate cos 0f the stupid fever...

i slept till 7.30...

mum didn't b0ught anything f0r breakfast but just gave me two slice of the bread skin =(

yeap...

then she dragged dad to fetch me to sch00l..

then my dad was nagging at me..

s0 0ld still dun wanna g0 sch urself...

bleahsz??!

hahas... i just realised that there was a new dim sum stall at the coffee shop =D

looks nice...

i secretly t00k a photo of my parents eating breakfast t0gether...

i shall upload again when i blog cos my phone now low batt..l0l

GP was very slack...

i really fall asleep.

econs!? 0804 WAS AT THE FRONT?!?!?!

L0LS....can't eat bread during econs lecture liao =(

anyways an advantage is no one will snatch seats from us..l0ls

ohya ..

t0day is 0804 DAY?!

okie i am rand0m...l0ls

pugi was fun

the teacher say alumni coming...

then cheat our feeling

the j1 clear the room then it is like WOAH SO SPACIOUS

I MADE THE J1 WEAR THE PROPER SHOES...

I FORCE THEM TO WEAR ATTIRE PROPERLY...

then who knows the ALUMNI NV TURN UP AT ALL!?

FREAKING HELL...

my head is giddy again ..=(

ytd i was msging sean..

l0ls... he damn gay la...

hahas...okies nvm thats not the discussion

oh ya MR SEAN ... U OWE ME SHOPPING SESSIONS AND A MEAL!?

HAHAS....he asked me go swimming or gym with him...

i tink and think...

i tink he is out of his mind...

perphaps should ask calvin join us too...

calvin is super macho?!

hahas... that sean so WHITE?!

omg i can;t stand white guys... i mean he is really too fair la...

l0ls

t0m0 PW RESULT RELEASE =(

I AM WORRIED...

HOPE MY FEVER DUN GO UP...B00000....

HAPPY BDAE TRACY?!

AT LEAST i took the effort to buy u a small cake heehee

saw zuyao t0day l0ls...

he became darker

friday got class outing

but currently only a handful of ppl are available l0ls...

i am like w0w....

com on! it is a GOOD FRIDAY WE SHOULD ENJOY TOGETHER?!

TOMO MAYB GOING SKATING AFTER BIO =DDDDDD

i cried on the bus ....

i miss him dearly

jan 17 ...

why why why won;t life be the same without u again?!

i hate to be free...

cos when i am free and doing nothing..

my mind will dig up memories that i am trying to bury it...

if i ever have a wish...

i wish to die at this moment and join u in your world....

i miss you ...

2009-04-07T03:32:00.000-07:00

=( i am giddy again...

t0day chem lecture was crazy ..

finished alcohol and halfway through phenol...

i am giddy............

i am working on sunday...

i shall take more photos of cute kiddos like those two heehee

2009-04-06T06:38:00.000-07:00

i just g0t back my results today...

stunning?!?!?

but the sad thing is i can't OPEN MY MOUTH TOO WIDE

... on saturday i b0ught an apple to eat...

but i tried to open my mouth too big that my right lips broke!?

freak la...... it is super pain k...

i had to control the way i LAUGHED...shit la

oh ya i found out another thing..

my C00KIE 's dictionary is unable to scold vuglarities?!?!!?

i am like so ...omg la...

it can't type SHIT, ASSHOLE, ASS OR FUCK...

the only bad word is FREAK....

L0LS....

t0day less0ns was b0ring...

GP WAS LIKE OMG.. i really wanna sleep

my headache is like making me feel so shitty....

pugilistic time...

mr gavin tinks that the j1 and j2 needs to bond more...

but the sad thing is i dunno know how to bond with them...

i can joke ,tok or play with them.. that one not call bonding meh?

oh ya... bai yun gang is coming up soon...ll0ls....

i wonder who are going...

msged a few seniors but they seems busy with their army life...

their RIFLE AND THEIR BUDDY WOOOHHHHOOOWWW...L0LS

i was eating duck rice... a DAMN BIG MOSQUITO FELL INTO MY DRINK...

heng i was alert enough to not drink that cup of ..omg...

hahas..

i am late for sch...

dear blog.

i guess i shouldn't disturb him anymore..

maybe his life was better without my presence..

maybe we shouldn't meet and perphaps i am his biggest nitemare..l0ls

well.... may all ur nitemare leave together with me

and sweetest life ahead hahas....

jiayen is gone from ur world again =D

2009-04-05T04:29:00.001-07:00

i am b0red b0red b0red............

2009-04-04T21:26:00.000-07:00

this is an edit of ytd's post =D

i went for an event at TAMPINES

0ne freaking big c0nd0... named ed...less??

hahas

it is a girl's 1ST BIRTHDAY...

HER MUM GAVE ME CAKE...HAHAS...NICE COLOUR HUH?

paisae ar..i never upload the photos according..haahs this is a glitter tattoo that i did for a cute girl on her thigh.... damn complicated l0ls//BUTTERFLY =D... ytd they keep calling me auntie la... i damn sad then i tell them if they dun call me jie jie i dun do the tattoo for them l0ls..
this is a fierce dragon...=D..hahas this boy was damn helpful and funny.. he is damn afriad of balloons then i just like to scare him.... the dragon is also done by LAM JIA YEN =DDD
This picture is not clear but actually it is a lion... the face is the golden glitter while the fur are the red portion... hahas... cool huh....
thats me with my balloon... I DID IT MYSELF ... still got alot but i only managed to take a photo of this flower cos the rest of the balloons were like gone.? the event was damn fun cos there were helium balloons then at the end of the event the host actually brought all the balloons out and let the children release them... nice lor
two kiddos with me.. green shirt is called michkell ( pronouce it ) hahas and the yellow sleeveless one is called jackson..heehee they are the cutest kiddo there... so i offered them to take a photo with me... sad to say my cuteness is masked by their cuteness..hahas i am recessive allele..l0ls... MICHKELL IS DAMN SHUAI 0.0
I took this on the car hahas.. larissa was peeking at me through the mirror while i was zhi lian la...hahas... i was wearing like a priest ytd.. but it was a nice outfit =D
thats my darling larissa... hahas..she HAS GOT BRACES?!

I AM DYING TO GET MINE TOO =(
i think my makeup looks fake here ..

i am toking to ADRAIN WAHYU!?!??!

SOUNDS FAMILIAR?

he is overseas...didn't get to see him for the last time..

but memories of us will always be in my heart =D

oh ya... sorry for not being able to webcam with u cos my com doesn't has one..l0ls

but i still won't wanna webcam cos i am wearing like sleeping clothes..l0ls

few days ago i recieve a msg from a friend who has just updated his phone number...

hmmm i dunnno how to continue the conversation even though i really wanna tok ...

why can't things be the same anymore?

well.. if there is fate... we will tok to each other again... let the fate decide the rest ba...

2009-04-03T18:08:00.000-07:00

=D....

i am early today...

ytd my mum f0rced me t0 drink wine s0 that my bl00d can circulate better...

and after the wine...

i slept till now... l0ls..

mu ulcer is not getting any better...sobsob

i am b0red...

this is a news article that might help me in GP

ASIAN YOUTH CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT TV,WEB

.. i am bored...

later working..

i shall take some ph0t0s 0f my pr0fession !

hahas.. later i am going to look damn mature ..l0ls

i am putting make up...

weee

i am very sian...

everytime work then ppl always take photo.. i wonder where they put my photo sia..

very scare ..l0ls

later blackmail me...=D=(

MUST PAY MONEY IF WANNA TAKE PHOTO WITH ME

2009-04-03T07:07:00.000-07:00

I AM BAACK TO EARTH!?!?..

ISN'T HER SLEEVE CUTE?
THEY ARE MY DARLINGS!?!?!? I LIKE THIS PICTURE ALOT.. IT SOMEHOW LOOKS LIKE SHAN IS THE ELMO , WENDY IS COOKIE MONSTER AND I AM THE BIRDY..L0LS
WE ARE ZHI LIAN ON THE MRT AT AMK TOWARDS ORCHARD TO MEET SUSHAN HAHAS..
CHECK IT OUT!? LOLS. THIS IS WAD I WORE TO EAST COAST PARK TO SKATE WITH MY FRIEND TODAY.. IMAGINE WITH THIS SPECTS ON THE BUS AND A CAP L0LS.. DAMN COOL K... WHEN I TYPE CAP I KEEP THINKING OF CATABOLITE ACTIVATOR PROTEIN KL0LS... I AM SOAKING IN PROKARYOTIC CELLS L0LS...I ENJOYED MYSELF TODAY...

HAHAS... I KEEP DOING HAND ROTATION EXCERISE COS I ALMOST FELL?!
SEE THOSE CHIP AND DALE IN THE TOY ?! THEY ARE WAITING FOR ME TO CLAIM... I AM DYING TO GET THEM... CAN U SEE THAT THEY ARE SUPER CUTE CUTE CUTE... I AM LIKE GOING CRAZY OVER THEM...HAHAS I SUDDENLY FALL IN LOVE IN CHIP AND DALE LIKE NO BODY'S BUSINESS..

i am BACK TO EARTH =D

hahas this few days i am getting dizzy spells and numbs all over my body..

my mum fears that i might get a stroke..

it is possible to get it cos she had one when she was only in her 30's..

my mum is worried..l0ls

imagine that i can get numb in my right cheek then my right legs and thighs...l0l...

mostly only towards one side of my body..

hmmmm... if i really get a stroke...

please get me injected with something that can just leave me to die peacefully...

i wish to join my gong gong =D

i am happy if u can fulfil this wish for me heehee..

ever since the telecast thingy.. i am addicted to NDP SONGS =d

LALALS.... i am tired...yawns

2009-03-29T02:05:00.000-07:00

i am having s0re thr0at....

shit...

sian sian after the 5 station on sat..

my bones are aching...

it is like deattached from my joints

only my hair are not feeling the pain..

i am very sian ..

life is getting boring,...

is there anything on life that can interest me?

LESSONS

2009-03-20T02:54:00.000-07:00

it has been a long time since i last updated this blog...
i sense that it is getting cold...
ytd we had a class farewell for zuyao
he is leaving for TP...
pretty sad for him...
but g0d is g00d t0 at least make us meet..
he is a g000d leader =D

t0day went 0ut with my secondary sch00l buddies..
and my f0rm class teacher!
mr ng, dorcas,larissa,geraldine and xiao tong...
it has beeem super long since we last met..
i really miss them alot...
then dor and bjorn was on the phone talking...
hmmmm they sort of have an arguement
then i just randomly asked them..
wad makes u so attracted to him( ur boyfriend)
since all are attached..
the c0mm0n ans i hear is CARING
well i guess being attracted to a guy definitely must be his caring attitude ..l0ls..
if he is n0t caring h0w can the girl feel blessed...
i can see that all of them are happily attached and i suddenly got this feeling that these are the guys that will be their groom in near future..
everyone of them are in the relationship for a long time..

geraldine says that her bf jun rong is caring and cute... well ... they are together for very long le...
i can see happiness all over her ..=D
larissa says that her bf ignatius is the best one currently... well i can see too..hahas.. sweet little couple...even thought he is sick but he still picks her home
dorcas say that she just love her bf... bjorn... cos they sang the lemon tree song and then she suddenly miss him..l0ls too cute but it is true...
well for me... hmmm.. caring definitely is something that he posses.. well , understanding? probably becos he is old?l0ls...i shouldn't praise u too much ... in case u get too flattered

i went home early.. mum is sick..sobsob..

2009-02-26T05:33:00.000-08:00

HELL0 BL0GGY... IT HAS BEEN L0NG SINCE I LAST UPDATED
T0DAY marks the ends of 0ur bl0cktest...
bi0l0gy was really a killer paper..
i guessed i spend t00 much time 0n the essay and neglected the structured..haix..
but i was glad that my prediction came true..
since the teachers only included a new topic in our blocktest.. then that will be the main focus..also that since topic is super interlink with the DNA topics... heng heng ar... but i never go study the chi square thingy.. so dead.. i left a 14 marks qns BLANK!
hahas...
after the exam all hell break l00se?!

played at zy's house..
t0day was a super fun day..
it is only until when the sun sets...
and something happened...
so now.. sadly to say i have the urge to
BLOG ABOUT : SHOULD PARENTS NOWADAYS RESTRICT THEIR CHILDREN'S FREEDOM ? dicuss .( maybe this might comeout for alevel 2009) l0ls

IN MY OWN OPINION: As a teenager, i am not in favour of parents restricting their children too much to the extent that they feel a lack of freedom and are on the verge of breaking away from this hell.
well , to begin with ..there are a number of restrictions that parents imposes on their children... as i have just d0ne a br0wse thr0ugh the yahoo .. here are some of the few restrictions:Relation between Parental Restrictions on Movies and Adolescent Use of Tobacco and Alcohol,Restrict teen driving, restrict the diet of the teen...however today i am going to dicuss about restricting the freedom of teenagers.

A survey by the ICM research institute has found that parents today are too cautious, ruining their children's playtime and depriving them of experiences and adventures. Half of the children aged 7 to 12 in Britain are not allowed to climb a tree without adult supervision and 42 percent are not allowed to play in the neighborhood park without the presence of an adult.
In the wake of this survey, warning bells were sounded that children who are wrapped in cotton-wool do not acquire the appropriate tools for dealing with challenges that are likely to come their way later in life
Why do parents have to keep restricting their children's freedom when it is their children's life ... they have to undergo the changes in the society and not have their mentality stucked in the olden stone age ....
i am talking in particular of my own family...
i seriously think that they DO NOT TRUST ME... not even 0NCE...
i am already gr0wn up..
why can't you just open one eye and close one eye ?
whats wrong with going out with friends?
is there a problem with them? no i tink there is a problem with you..
i am just blunt ..
i am very much affected by your doings...
all these stupid curfews are getting onto my nerves..
how i wish i can run away from home..
what is home to me?
it is just a place to sleep and study..
so whats so good about it?NOTHING....
don;t you know that by restricting me... u are encouraging me to retailate more?
enough is enough..
i ought to deserve some rest

2009-02-08T02:43:00.000-08:00

tears roll
roll tears..
cry and cry and cry like a child who has just lost something preci0us...

ah g0ng........

i really miss you

2009-02-05T00:10:00.000-08:00

='( jiayen is super sad...
t0m0 is the third week for the 7th..
haix...
the th0ughts 0f u always make me cry ..
ytd nite i was crying like a little child alone... in the living room..haiz......

i miss y0u... whywhy why did u leave me..
i am stuck on jan 17.....

2009-01-30T04:26:00.000-08:00

friday!@!@!

sch00l was like b0red..

0mg jam is super duper cute la...

went t0 dal h0use then went swimming..

sushan and wendy damn funny...

i played bb and was injured l0ls...

hahas...

jy is so .........

what really is l0ve?

2009-01-29T04:27:00.001-08:00

i think i sh0uld learn t0 shut up at times and 0nly keep c0mments t0 myself in that pea brain 0f mine... in 0rder t0 av0id anym0re quarrels..

like i have just c0mplainted t0 my friends..

i am getting sick and tired of this life...

my life sucks this yr to the max c0s i have just l0st s0me0ne i really l0ve..

n0w my relationship (t0 me) is t0tally 0n the verge 0f r0cking and st0rms...

i can't be b0thered anym0re..

i am being bottled with al0t 0f negative th0ughts just now and n0w..

i Am super pessimistic in my th0ughts..

i dun wan t0 be in a relati0nship anym0re.

i dunn0e what l0ve really means

why is all this freaking stuff happening to me??

at 8.33pm...

jy feels like remaining single.....

guess what might happen next?

s0 what?

2009-01-24T06:11:00.000-08:00

s0 what if cny HAS ARRIVED?

0h shit i am like still emo-ing ab0ut l0sing s0me0ne i l0ve...haiz..

life is just like ..0mg f0r me..

sian sian.. life is b0red

whats fun in a relationship?

if i have a chance or a choice to choose if i wanna lose u or a relationship or anything just to exchange for u back..

i will even give up my pathetic life to be with you...

hmmmm...

when guys c0ntr0l t00 much they are t00 p0ssessive

when guys dun c0ntr0l they are giving heck care attitude..

0h poor guys huh

but i seriously wonder.. can i survive without a relationship?

hmmmm.... well i dun noe...

i am toking to my buddy.. think he knows me well

thanks buddy for being there=d

d0uble eve 0f CNY

2009-01-24T01:57:00.000-08:00

lets begin with the sad things..
- i had super bad dreams last nite t0king ab0ut international ec0ns.. i was like wtf?
-hey arse
after that incident that u actually msg me saying that u are attached and ask me to rmb it . well u dare msg me t0day calling me darling? wtf u think i am sia? can let u lecture then play huh?s0n 0f a neinei....N0W U FEIGN IGN0RANCE THAT U DIDN;T MSG ME? LET ME MAKE IT CLEAR TO U.. LETS STAY AS STRANGERS..

n0w lets t0k ab0ut happy tings =)
here are s0me pic t0 l00k.. there is pugi's perf0rmance pic hahas.. c00l huh

this is a pic of the coloured rice.. well even though i didn't participate but i think the class did a very g00d j0b=) it is damn nice .. sh0uld have w0n the t0p l0r..hahas this is a picture of me, diane and wendy on the way 0ut t0 sch00l.. i was s0 0dd la.. came t0 sch in s0ccer pants and a white p0l0 fr0m m0bile gear..see la.. this two woman s0 fierce .. drag me to dalvin's h0use BY F0RCE LA HAHAS SEE GUYS ARE SO ENGROSS IN GAMES.. CMI SIA.. omg he l00ks cute huh?hahas.. ar0und 4 pm i cab h0me then wait f0r time t0 fly bef0re i g0 f0r water p0l0 training..
this m0rning went t0 help 0ut my ah ma...

i miss u ah gong =D...

0h ya.. went 0ut t0 bugis t0 buy a new EVERLAST JERSERY =d

In l0ve 0f y0u

2009-01-23T00:52:00.000-08:00

T0day is the seventh day..
heard that y0u will be back..
s0 pls d0 give any0ne 0f us a dream t0 tell us if u are d0ing fine..

went t0 visit u this m0rning ..
dad says that u t00 shy and n0t daring t0 fight f0r f00d..
that makes me very sad...

pray that 0thers will take care 0f u

heart bleeds..

2009-01-22T07:39:00.000-08:00

see that my heart is br0ken?
hear that it shattered in pieces?
the freaking feeling 0f l0neliness is 0ccupying my heart..
it is painful...

btw hey ARSE!
i dun get u when u suddenly tell me that u are with ur gf and u are already attached and it is n0t g00d t0 g0 0ut l0r alone.. pls h0r dun get the misconcepti0n that i like u lor.. pls know the fact that i treat both guys and girls equality g00d. if u can hit well with me of cos i will talk m0re t0 u right? and treat u like a buddy or more of a close ' male friend' FRIENDSHIP DO EXIST BETWEEN FRIENDS.. but since u put ur words across so straight f0rward then be it..
u t0ld me since i kn0w that u g0t a gf then i must rmb that u have one.. but WHY DO I HAVE TO EVEN RMB IT IN THE FIRST PLACE? i dun wish to waste y brain cells..and that is ur problem fr0m n0w 0n.. N0NE OF MY BUSINESS... we shall end our FRIENDSHIP HERE...

argkjrpoenv..... RAHHHS...
my m00d t0tally g0ne.. thanks t0 an arse!

t0m0 i am g0ing t0 bright hill there to give 0ffering to u..
d0 u kn0w i seriously miss u al0t..
the last image of u when i last saw u on ur bed lying there motionlessly..
i keep crying and tell myself everything is over..
but do u know how much impact was left deep down in my heart?

arghhhhhhh......... my heart is bleeding ..
one heart two cries three cuts...

I FUCKING HATE MY LIFE..
2009 SUCKS TO THE FUCKING CORE..
I SHALL BURY MYSELF IN WORK AND BUSY LIFE

2009-01-21T06:28:00.000-08:00

WHY WHY WHY DID U LEFT ME WHEN U KNOW THAT I L0VE U S0 MUCH

WHY WHY WHY WAS I THE 0NE THAT U ABAND0N IN THIS FREAKING W0RLD

WHY WHY WHY LIFE WON'T BE THE SAME WITH0UT U AGAIN

OH FUCK THIS W0RLD....

SGH SUCKS T0 THE C0RE..
WHY ARE TH0SE NURSE LACK 0F A SENSE 0F RESPONSIBILTY
WHY DIDN'T THEY EVEN REALISE THAT U WERE G0NE TILL I ACTUALLY FIND 0UT..
WHY WERE THEY LAUGHING WHILE TRYING TO RESCUE U
WHY ARE THEY WALKING AT SUCH A SLOW PACE T0 GET THE EQUIPEMENTS WHILE REVIVNG U

WHY DID U LEAVE ME CRYING ...
MY ATTEMPTS TO SUCIDE IS RUIN..

MY HEART WILL CARVE UR NAME AND THE PIC OF U . ALWAYS

I CUT AND BLEED AND I CRY TO SLEEP

PLSPLSPLS .. IF TIME COULD HAVE GONE BACK ..
I SWEAR TO JUMP AND DIE NEXT TO YOU...

I L0VE U