lifes great! in 2008 i met

- my l0ve. hahas n0ne 0ther than the tan guy WITH A TWIN
0ur st0ry started just exactly 365 days ag0.
it all began at the b00kfest..
i was w0rking as a dueter pr0m0ter with wei sin ( a sec 4E1 class mate)
it was 0nly until the 5th day 0f b00kfest i saw willis ..
wh0 then t0ld me a 4T1 ex whitley als0 w0rking there..
then after w0rk i saw wh0 that guy was.. he was kinda t00 tan
guess wad? my first qns to him was... are u a malay..l0ls..sorry la.. i very curious
when willis said he was called s0ng wee..
the first impression i had was.. i tink i know who he is..
the basketball guy rite! super famous in wss...
guess wad? my guess was correct but it is the wrong person..
the person i th0t was ch0ngwee..l0l..
i heard bef0re 0f the name s0ng wee cause yenhui g0t menti0n bef0re..
as f0r ch0ng wee.. i seen him bef0re.. he haven't graduate when i enter the school
yeap...s0 fr0m that day 0nwards..they started p0pping 0ver t0 my secti0n and just
and chit chat abit..
they sh0w me a b00k..
called' wad man really knows about woman'
and i was like s0 interested la..but the b00k is just lame..
it contains blank pages f0r the man to write it in themselves la..
s0 i tried to be lame and ask then if they need some pregnacy kits..cos i am
selling(like real .. i was selling thermometer which has a package looking like
pregnacy kit l0ls..they got cheated by me)
after that just like w0rk l0r..
then 0n the last day of w0rk they cheated me .. saying that they were fired by the
company cos they slack too much and to tink that i actually believed..
they actually kept their apr0ns in s0ng wee's la..
idi0t..
after b00kfest end.. i c0ntinue to w0rk under greenpasture f0r raym0nd..
at the b00th in viv0..
it was like after s0me time fr0m b00kfest . i actually went online and realise that
songwee has got my email and friendster l0..
i was like.. hmmm did i give him? how come i didn't know
we exchanged friendster comments..claiming he father of the pregnant child all
those crap la then
on one fine day
initially wanna meet up for new year count down .. in the end nv cos too late. my
mum kp me..on msn HE JUST TYPE : THIS IS MY NUMBER********* then i was like.. u
expect me to msg u? its like wtf... i th0t guy sh0uld take initative la...
i can't f0rget the m0ment that u actually ask a girl to msg u instead u ask my
number l0.. thanks you lor...
after that day.. i went t0 w0rk at viv0 during the nite time..
then he say if wanna meet go supper liddat. then i was like ok lor..
friend friend no harm ..
then on the first day that we met..
g0t misunderstanding..
viv0 t00 big.. as usual the no sense of direction jiayen gets lost..
he was actually waiting at the floor below my work place then i when to the other
end l0ls.. end up i call him..ask him.. then g0t a bit pissed 0ff la..
then i say if he lie down on the floor i confirm can see him de..l0ls..
end up i finally saw him at zara ..l0ls
he wear damn formal la...
l0ng sleeve , jeans and shoes..
l0ls.. that time he abit fat fat la..
thats h0w we met..
anyways initially als0 haven't develop feeling for him..
then sl0wly sl0wly get to know each other .. and started falling in love ..l0ls

PICTURES OF ME AND LOVE

this was taken on the day bef0re my bdae.. we when t0 eat h0tp0t culture at marina bay
this is taken 0n a bus ride h0me.. when t0 w00dlands t0 bai nian t0 him relative
this is a combination of our vday present
just a random piture taken on the bus using his bro phone


his twin br0ther and him at chalet singapore NS .. cutting cake..l0ls0Ne 0f the rand0m ne0prints that we t00k.. this is the machine fr0m ti0ng bahru

l00k at the watch..it was frm him

sorry for the lack of phone.. my hp memory all erase le..l0ls
love u



lalalas...
t0day i spend 919 d0llars ..
buying a t0shiba tv f0r my mum..
hahas a 37 inch..
at least i fulfilled one 0f her wishes..
yeap..
hmmm h0w can i earn m0re m0ney?
by next yr i h0pe t0 earn al0t 0f $$
die le l0r..
wanna buy ph0ne ..the LG 480..
l0ls..


365 days ..
thanks f0r the every little tings u have d0ne my ba0bei
i l0ve u

i dunnoe wad to update lehs

OH YA.. ANY ONE WAN TO HIRE FACE PAINTIST, GLITTER TATTOOIST OR BALLOON scrutpler can call me and my assistant tay wee wee hahas



AS USUAL...
DON'T READ IF U CAN FUCKING TAKE FACTS OR EVEN REFLECT ..

Don't think that u are always the best 0r the perfect 0ne..
c0s u SUCK U SUCKER..
u DARE COMMENT THAT SWIMMING IS M0RE IMPORTANT THAN MY GRANDFATHER..
LET ME TELL U THAT THE REASON F0R ME G0ING OFF..
THE ONLY REASON IS THAT
I CAN'T FUCKING STAND SEEING U OR EVEN A GLANCE AT U
I AM AFRIAD I MIGHT GO BLIND SEEING SUCH STUFF.. GET IT?

dare u to say HOW MANY TIMES HAVE U VISITED UR GRANDFATHER THIS YR..
HAHAHS I DARE SAY UR FINGERS ARE ENOUGH TO COUNT.. I TINK U HAVE TOO MANY FINGERS HUH?


u bitch ..
I HATE U TO THE CORE AND THIS FACT IS THE TRUTH AND WILL NEVER CHANGE..

FUCKER!



INSOMNIA



lyrics:
I never thought that I'd fall in love, love, love, love
But it grew from a simple crush, crush, crush, crush
Being without you girl, I was all messed up, up, up, up
When you walked out, said that you'd had enough-nough-nough-nough

Been a fool, girl I know
Didn't expect this is how things would go
Maybe in time, you'll change your mind
Now looking back i wish i could rewind

Because i can't sleep til you're next to me
No i can't live without you no more
Oh i stay up til you're next to me
Til this house feels like it did before
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

Remember telling my boys that I'd never fall in love, love, love, love
You used to think I'd never find a girl I could trust, trust, trust, trust
And then you walked into my life and it was all about us, us, us, us
But now I'm sitting here thinking I messed the whole thing up, up, up, up

Been a fool (fool), girl I know (know)
Didn't expect this is how things would go
Maybe in time (time), you'll change your mind (mind)
Now looking back i wish i could rewind

Because i can't sleep til you're next to me
No i can't live without you no more (without you no more)
Oh i stay up til you're next to me (to me)
Til this house feels like it did before (Because it)
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah (Ah), Feels like insomnia ah ah

Ah, i just can't go to sleep
Cause it feels like I've fallen for you
It's getting way too deep
And i know that it's love because

I can't sleep til you're next to me
No i can't live without you no more (without you no more)
Oh i stay up til you're next to me (to me)
Til this house feels like it did before
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

0mg0mg this is the s0ng that i want t0 find ..
the DJ SPEAK SO DAMN FAST AND I ONLY CAUGHT
THE TITLE IS SOMEYA AND THE SINGER IS GREAT DAY..
see la.. it is so much difference
and the stupid 98.7fm..
said that msg them 987FM TO 72346 to recieve the s0ng name
end up CHEAT MY 60 CENTS


i am dying .. th0se chemical in my b0dy are killing me.. i can't rmb

GENERAL EQUATION: 2M(NO3)2 -> 2M0 + 4N03 + 02
why thermal stability increases down the group || from Mg(NO3)2 to Ba(N03)2

EXPLANATION:
Thermal stability can be explained in terms of the charge density of the cation and the polarisability of the large anion
(* charge density= charge / mass )

The larger the charge density, the greater the polarizing power of the cation.
this causes the compound to be less stable i.e. it decomposes at a lower temp

however. down the group
the radius of cation increase but the charge remains the same(+2)
the charge density of the cation decreases and the polarizing power also decreases
the electron cloud is less polarized and thermal decomposition is more difficult

blahblahs


t0day went to w0rk
hahas happy bdae CHLOE!
HAHAS...

went to play arcade with edward...
that pig

u are a PIG



this year christmas indeed is a silent one.
i am feeling unwell now...



watch this videoo my darlings



LYRICS

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There's just one thing I need
I don't care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true...
All I want for christmas
Is you...

I don't want a lot for christmas
There is just one thing I need
I don't care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I don't need to hang my stockings
There upon the fireplace
Santa Clause won't keep me happy
With a toy on christmas day
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is you...
You baby

I won't ask for much this Christmas
I won't even wish for snow
I'm just gonna keep on waiting
Underneath the mistletoe
I won't make a list and send it
To the north pole for Saint nick
I won't even stay awake to
Hear those magic reindeer click
'Cause I just want you here tonight
Holding on to me so tight
What more can I do
Baby all I want for christmas is you
You...

All the lights are shining
So brightly everywhere
And the sound of childrens
Laughter fills the air
And everyone is singing
I hear those sleigh bells ringing
Santa won't you bring me the one I really need
Won't you please bring my baby to me...

Oh I don't want a lot for christmas
This is all I'm asking for
I just want to see my baby
Standing right outside my door
Oh I just want him for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
Baby all I want for Christmas is
You

wishing on the world largest christmas tree 2008 for u guys


TO ALL MY DARLINGS AND FRIENDS..
HOPE THAT THIS CHRISTMAS IS A SUPER ENJOYABLE ONE F0R U !
I L0VE U GUYS...
BLESS U GUYS WITH LOTS OF LOVE AND FAITH!
AMEN
guess wad ?
that is a picture of Covered with spanish moss, the massive oak tree is believed to be more than 400 years old and has been adorned with 5,250 bulbs.

It first was lit in 1928 with over 500 multicolored lights.

read this .. my mean sister l0ls

RED ; jiaYen;RED 说:
MERRY X MAS!

RED ; jiaYen;RED 说:
WHERE'S MY PRESENT

LERAYNE 说:
圣诞快乐

LERAYNE 说:
haha dun have

LERAYNE 说:
no money

RED ; jiaYen;RED 说:
idiotic

LERAYNE 说:
hahaa keychain can anot

RED ; jiaYen;RED 说:
cheapo!

LERAYNE 说:
no money le wat to do

LERAYNE 使用的 Messenger 版本不支持语音剪辑。

RED ; jiaYen;RED 说:
u think u come back singapore then go the airlines take the keychain give me ritw!

LERAYNE 说:
?
l0ls.. she is not replying me..haha

MERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRYYYYYYYYYYY CHRRRRRRRRRRISSSSTMASSSSSSSSSSS



heehee..
i have f0und my kind s0ul ..
have u??
hmmm this kind s0ul is very cute..
i didn't expect much just a cheap one.. but yet he b0ught such an expensive 0ne..
hahas..
t0day did spring cleaning..
0h dear.. i haven't complete my H0MEW0RK..
CAN SANTA SEND ME A H0MEW0RK MACHINE ??L0LS
or even M0RE HARDWORKING GENES...

b00h00..
i am tired..this m0rning went f0r a j0g..
it is damn tiring okies!
when i reach h0me i immediately fell asleep..
shit la..
then edward c0me t0 my r00m..
my hair in a mess..
s0 u can imagine h0w paisae i am rite!


arghh..0h ya t0day is m0r0n's bdae
haPPY BDAE!



t0day was a super rush day ..
was a super sad day f0r me..
in the m0rning was okie..
it was only when i was at TTSH..
haix...
he was admitted to the ward..
the d0c was called DR. goh.. HE WAS SUPER NICE AND HAS EYES THAT CAN TALK...
ok back to the topic..
i was so afriad when he sh0uted that he d0esn't wan to be admitted..
at thAT TIME.. i was alone..
so afraid..
i called my mum.. but her phone was ringing without anyone realising..
and i was cracking my head to LIKE SOLVE THE THINGY...
heng heng his wife came down and lecture him..
he only listens to her..
i am quite sian at times
in his heart i bet i am always the bad GUY!
haix.. the 0ne that always get scolding from him for sending him to the place he dun wan
but wad can i do when i am always the one who realise the wounds ?!
damn it la..

today .. read this my conversation with grace

GRACE (: 说:
anyway, what are you doing during christmas? waiting for santa ar.

jiaYen ;apple is delici0us 说:
waiting for a limegreen mp3 to drop down then i REJOICE!

jiaYen ;apple is delici0us 说:
HAHAS

GRACE (: 说:
haha. the creative kind ar.

l0ls.... the DJ from 98.7 said that X MAS IS THE SEASON OF GIVING..
SO CAN BE THE KIND SOUL TO BE MY SANTA THAT DROPS DOWN A LIMEGREEN MP4?


lalas... tis aftern00n met up with all my DARLINGS..
yijun. fiona.jermanie.serene.edward .sean( not darling =x)
hahas.. we chat for super long la..
omgomg..
then suddenly i ask fiona .. are we celebrating bdae for u today also?
then yijun say : whose bdae?
then serene claims: FIONA'S BDAE IS 28
then jermanie protest: it is 23
then fiona smile and say it is 22!!
SO I AM CORRECT K!
WAHAHHAS ...
fiona .. see i so good.. even edward also knows tomo is ur bdae la

HAPPY BDAE TO U
HAPPY BDAE TO U .. HAPPY BDAE TO FIONA
HAPPY BDAE TO MY DARLING=d

OKIES...
sean is another blur king..
we say bring one present and exchange then he bought 3 presents...
sorry guys i can't update any photos cos my hp is super lousy those type..l0ls
hmmm...
serene left at one.. so early..
and i realise why when i got jerm's present..
jer and ser were giggling!!
guess wads?
i got the same thing for my x mas and bdae...l0ls..
cool rite
anyways .. the thing was something i was wishing for too.=D

went home soon..
i am in a dilemma ..
i dun wanna go recital
but i am practising it.l0ls
..........................................


tml got BBQ..
but i dun know going anot..
must go ask MUM !!
LALALS...

wishlist:
-green IPOD
-viewty PHONE
-limegreen ADIDAS SPORTSHOE
-a adidas bag
- m0re m0ney



I AM ADDICTED TO BALLOONS...
WATCH THIS..
i guess i found a new hobby =D





...
lost suddenly
why is my world only revolving ar0und 0ne pers0n..
where are my 0ther friends?
hell0 0ut there?

tml got j0b interview.. i am s0 damn dead...
sat i am w0rking at sen0k0..
wake me up...

do u need a dream t0 be assure 0f ur feelings?
if yeash then i tell u
no point .. i help u answer..
u go to hell



TRAINING IS ..........



don't read this if u can't take facts

...... retarded bitch..
w0ke me up by all th0se rubbish w0rds.
.. i nv get pissed 0ff... u are the execption l0r...

wads wr0ng with sleeping when i was d0ing my h0mew0rk till late night killing my brain cells unlike s0me0ne that 0nly glue that eye's t0 that freaking big m0nit0r ?
pls man..
u always ask me to change my attitude..
what ab0ut urs?
pls l00k int0 the freaking mirr0r that is staring at u bef0re u c0mment 0n 0thers can?
what were u doing this aftern00n? SLEEPING BITCH

at least i was d0ing s0mething useful during the night time then just wasting eletricity ...


d0 u ever kn0w h0w much ppl u have offended( take n0te that i actually used much and n0t many as the no. of ppl u have offended is UNCOUNTABLE...)
i bet u don;t know cos u dun even reflect on ur OUR ATTITUDE..

u are A 大男子主义..
pls .for g0odness...
u aren't a leader...
and i am not obliged to be ur stupid follower

hell0.. dun tink u are always the c0rrect 0ne....
1)
who gave u the permission to even hit ur younger siblings?
are u their parents? unless u are then i shall shut up but so SAD u are not even one...
since u aren;t then who the hell GAVE U THE RIGHTS TO HIT HER/him?...

firstly.. u are ungrateful..
this is my explaination
when u were young.. ur uncle allowed u to ride on their backs like a horse..
they love u like their own son... they buy u sweets and many other goodies...
when ur parents wanna cane u or even reprimand u.. they WERE THE ONES THAT PROTECTED YOU
AND NOW THAT U ARE GROWN UP...
.. instead of loving their son like ur own ..u b0ught canes to punish their kids...
have u ever thought how hurtful they are?
they couldn't bear to punish their kids so what place are u in to actually punish them??. DUN THINK THAT U ARE SO GREAT .
is this the way that they treated you?
U ARE BITING THE HAND THAT FEED YOU ONCE...
not as if u weren't a kid before .. are u noisy?
if KIDS ARE NOT NOISY THEN WHAT ARE THEIR CHILDHOOD MEMORIES for..

2)what much have u contributed to this FAMILY that u have the rights to say me?
so wad u are older than me?
have u ever spend A SINGLE DAY OF UR LIFE HELPING UR MUM WITH HOUSEHOLD CHORSE?
have u ever bought ur mum a single birthday present or mum's day present?
have u ever thought how much can u contribute?
I BET NONE!

pls dun be stuck in the era that ONLY GALS MUST DO HOUSEWORK CAN?
ur mum complaints that u have been idling ur life UNFRUITFULESS ..
other than wasting money wad did u do?
u were suppose to pay for the new com with ur bursary money .. but did u?
NOT U DIDN;T... u took money from ur dad...
who is slogging everyday just to feed the mouth in the house...
wad did u do to the money that u have benn rewarded?
FISHING WITH UR FRANS, SINGING? DRINKING? BLahblah




PLS NOTE THAT ALL THIS ARE GATHERED COMMENTS ABOUT U.. NOT ONLY FROM ME BUT ALL UR FAMILY MEMBERS...REFLECT ON UR OWN CAN?



life was great f0r me till night...
i finally realise how pissed 0ff i can get when u guys are here...
it makes my m00d s0 fucking upset...
and now i am going to express all my fucking anger in this blog..
i hate myself n0w..
i am b0ttled with l0ts and l0ts 0f anger..
so much so that i feel like bleeding..
if i ever gets into depressi0n 0r cut my wrist again..
i will just cut till i die..
anyways i always believe that my g0al in living in this w0rld is t0 pr0tect my grandfather..
if anything happens to me..
the s0ul 0f me is dead..
i am just a s0uless b0dy.. GET IT?

y0u guys always claim that i am WRONG..
s0 what makes u think that i am n0t WRONG huh?
be glad that i have never t0uched th0se tempting stuff ..
but yet.. th0se verbally sp0ken w0rds fr0m me..
were NEVER BELIEVE..

firstly..
till t0day alm0st a year has passed..
u guys keep saying that u dun wan me to be involved in a relationship
but yet i believe that i didn't make the wr0ng ch0ice..
d0 u guys understand me?even the single bit?
i bet u dun !!
when was the last time u guys said something encourag0us t0 me?
when was the last time u asked me how is sch00l life? t0ugh?
when was the last time u t0ld me h0w much u l0ve me as a member?
ALL THIS PROBABLY HAPPENED BEF0RE I WAS LONG BEF0RE 12.

u guys have seen f0r y0urself..
h0w g00d he can be..
alth0ugh he might not be perf0rming academically but what makes u y0u tink that he can't bring me happiness??
i dun care whether if the guy is rich or educated.
at least f0r n0w..
i need s0me0ne wh0 truly kn0ws me..
s0me0ne who can be by my side when i need him..
s0me0ne t0 give me c0mf0rt and c0ns0le when i am d0wn and make happy with all his silly acti0ns..
n0 0ne is perfect . n0t even angels h0w can u find a perfect man ?

i am dumb thats why i can't sc0re well f0r my exams..
what makes u guys thing that it is always a relationship's fault?
u ppl might find that i am naive, stubb0rn 0r even plain dumb..
but there is always something call striking a balance between studies and life..
GET THIS CLEAR I AM NOT SMITTEN BY HIS LOVE..
i am clear with what i know ..

didn't u see me studying ?
didn't u see me not t0uching my ph0ne while studying?
didn't u even see the eff0rt that i have put in t0 at least get respected?
why the fuck do u always say that' HOW CAN U STUDY WHEN UR PHONE IS ALWAYS RINGING AND U ARE ALWAYS EXCHANGING MSG?'- it is always when i am tired and i decided to send a sms or it was a sms fr0m s0me0ne t0 enc0urage me t0 jiay0u..
but why it is that u have seen it in a wrong perception?

secondly,
whats wr0ng with talking 0n the ph0ne?
why d0 u always have to wake up in the middle of the nite to express ur frustati0ns?
WHY!?
i have t0lerated..
i kn0w my handphone bills are high..
AND N0W I HAVE DECIDED T0 GET A NEW SIM CARD WITH A NEW NUMBER THAT I SHALL N0T GIVE TO ANY OF U GUYS BUT MY FRIENDS ...HAPPY?
if this was what u wanted..
congrats.. i have accomplished ur task..
i have tried my very best to minimise my sms but i know u are angry that u have to carry the burden of my handphone bill.. but NO LONGER FR0M N0W 0N..

i am getting myself mY STUFF WITH MY MONEY..
I HATE DEPENDENCE ..ESPECIALLY FR0M YOU GUYS..
i swear that if i am 18..
at this m0ment .. I WILL RUN 0UT 0F THIS H0USE T0 THE STREETS..
REGARDLESS OF DYING ON THE STREETS OR STARVING HUNGER..
I RATHER NOT STAY IN THIS HOUSE! MARK MY W0RDS..

i am filial piety..but why do u have to drive me to the walls!?
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH....... fuck fuck fuck...

will you guys just leave the era that u have been stuck till now?
i am getting so sick of this life that i no longer feel like coming home anymore..
at least i will av0id coming h0me early...
i am feeling so faithless..
i dunno what u have been expecting of me
i am under stress in ur sh0es..
I AM S0 TIRED..

i just wana be myself..
why do u have to restrict me fr0m d0ing sp0rts when i l0ve the sun?
why d0 u have o restrict me fr0m night time when he can enjoy them?
why can he drink alcoh0l and i can't ?
why can he d0 th0se things that i CAN'T?/

what makes u think that u are s0 freaking great?
u tink i am s0 inn0cent?
u tink i dun sm0ke?
u think i dun drink?
be glad that i have not t0uch th0se stuff anym0re..

have u even realise that i was in the state of depression when i was pri 6?
i slash my wrist , my hands and shoulder..
they were all dripped with bl00d..
but yet.. no one knew about it..
except for my friends..







this vide0 can express my anger..

i am a quarter alive



i am a red crab..l0ls
just when sun tanning with my sis and edward..l0ls
i am super super super burnt..l0ls
and i intend to swim again tomo..l0ls

didn't expect the weather to be so hot l0r...

hmmm..



this is the pic of chocolate from chongwee?! yummuy rite.. it is shiny lor..l0ls...
the next pic is edward trying to act jay..l0ls
but initally he wanna point middle finger..l0ls..
the cam snap too fast.. end up with index finger l0ls





this is a photo me and edward on the nite bef0re my bdae hahas.. and me being zi lian of my new hair?
t0day ..
edward came my h0use and study..l0ls
i tink i can't teach.. anyways..
we were disturbedby...l0ls... see those box of toyes of bear? can u guess which is from who? l0ls..
btw i love domo.. cos it looks like l0ls

okies.. anyways it is just another day..
initially wanna go swimming but the weather was super c0ld l0ls...
heeheee.... btw s0ng t00k ch0ng jacket... and i t00k it fr0m s0ng wahhahas....
here are some photos.. of my d0m0 from edward.....



happy bdae t0 me, myself
happy bdae to me, myself
happy bdae happy bdae...
happy bdae t0 myself

I HEREBY ANNOUNCE THAT I AM SWEET SEVENTEEN =d

T0DAY W0ke up very early..ar0und 8 am liddat..
hp g0t 7 new messages..
hey th0se who have sent their greeting t0 me..
thanks al0t my friends.. i l0ve u guys...

as the biggest in my family t0day..
i threw away al0t al0t 0f the stuff that i feel that is s0 irritating..l0ls
for example..
i threw away 8 bags of rubbish( at least to me i think it is rubbish)
bYE BYE ...l0l
i swept and mop the fl00r..
c0s it was t00 dirty..
as usual bef0re i leave h0use..
i st00d in fr0nt 0f the wardrode..
thinking wad shirt t0 wear..
end up i wore a dress with tights and a little high heels =D

AS A SEVENTEEN .. I SH0ULD DRESS M0RE MATURE..L0LS
cab t0 find edward then went 0rchard t0 sh0p..
0mg0mg.. ate the k0rean fried chicken,
mrs field's walnut brownie...
and then my favourite ayam penyet...
there is a new store at tampines central 5..=D

l0ls...
i am super full.. hahas...

0h ya..
ytd i saw a crazy guy wearing a yellow singlet with a republic p0ly guy..
standing down directly at my bl0ck..
he sh0uted HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIAYEN..
l0ls.. i tink u kn0w wh0se that crazy guy

hahas..
thanks t0 that crazy fell0w..
he gave me my bdae cake just right in front of the d00rstep 20 min bef0re my bdae..
a d0m0 t0y and dunn0e h0w many paper r0se..l0ls
and thanks chongwee...
ur ch0c0lates..=S

t00k ne0prints at cineleisure t0day but i haven't upload ..l0ls...
lalalas....

my bdae wish...
t0 ***** ** **** * ***** ************ *** ** **** *** *******..=D

happy guessing...
i miss my grandfather.. =D
hey ppl.. i am SEVENTEEN



hmmm...
1 hour 3 minutes t0 dec 7
my last few minutes bef0re i am 17..
well..
currently my biggest bdae present f0r n0w is...

TO THR0W MY WH0LE BED AWAY.. n0w my r00m is super empty..
when u talk .. u can hear ech0!?!!?
wahahhas...
t0day was a super tiring day..
had t0 unscrew all the screws that is holding the wooden planks together...

hmmm...
went 0ut at 4 pm..
ate at marina square..h0tp0t culture..
l0ls.. i ate al0t..
seri0usly.. i am feeling damn full now..
the smell of bananas .. hahas..
0mg i tink i becoming monkey le..l0ls..

couldn't upload the ph0t0s as my dad's laptop dun have bluet00th c0nnecti0n..l0ls...

hmmm.. this year bdae i wonder how different will it be?..

hmmm i am rather sad that most of my buddies didn't initate a celebration la....
hmmm .. maybe they are busy ? hahas i dunnoe..
but anyways i will always remember them .. so hope they haven't forgotten me yet...

wish and wish..
i wish for something unbelievable..=D




CRUSH

I hung up
The phone tonight
Something happened
For the first time
Deep inside
It was a rush
What a rush
'Cause the possibility
That you would ever
Feel the same way
About me
It's just too much
Just too much
Why do I keep running
From the truth
All I ever think
About is you
You got me hypnotized
So mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this can go
Am I crazy
Or falling in love
Is it really
Just another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way you do
'Cause I'm trying, trying to walk away
But I know this crush
Ain't goin' away
Goin' away

Has it ever crossed
Your mind
When were hangin'
Spending time girl
Are we just friends
Is there more
Is there more
See it's a chance
We've gotta take
Cause I believe
That we can
Make this into
Something
That will last
Last forever
Forever

Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this thing can go
Am I crazy
Or falling in love
Is it really just
Another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way you do
'Cause I'm trying,trying to walk away
But I know this crush
Ain't goin' away
Goin' away

Why do I keep running
From the truth
All I ever think
About is you
You got me hypnotized
So mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this can go
Am I crazy
Or falling in love
Is it really just
Another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way you do
'Cause I'm trying, tryin to walk away
But I know this crush
Ain't goin' away
Goin' away
Goin' away

this is a super nice s0ng that i am recently addicted to=D

t0day was a just an0ther day ..
i saw xuan yi , wendy and diane t0day in sch00l l0ls..
surprisingly..l0ls
i g0t myself l0st in SERANG00N AVENUE 3 ..
i alighted at ZHONGHUA SECONDARY SCH00L..
to realise that i alighted too early and i have lost my way..
s0 i had t0 call galvin to direct me to sch00l..
i am a bit of a failure ..
to think that i have studied in nyjc f0r 1 yr..
i can lost my way..l0ls
t0day went back f0r pugilistic..
as usual ..the turnout was very pathetic..
g0t benjamin, ze qi, keeyong, me ,galvin and ellene(she was super late)
l0ls..
heng g0t the alumni and seniors to help ..
0r we c0nfirm can't learn the drum beats within 2 hours la..
s0 difficult l0ls...

after pugi.. i was super hungry...
went to drink bubble tea with pugi ppl..

i swear that i was hungry
guess wad i ate with edward?
l0ls..
we b0th spend a sum of 15.30 bucks at mac k
at first we bought each a set of filet o fish..
student meal ..
mine was ice lemon tea , filet w/o tartar..
his was sprite + salt , filet (l0ls... i am not salty enough l0ls)
then i suddenly feel like eating another filet but he suggested a cheeseburger l0ls

s0 i went to the counter and bought 2 double cheeseburger..
i didn't want pickles,oninon, mustard nor tomato..
then the mac staff said... then u wan cheeseburger plain?
oH THAT WAS THE EXACT WORD.. DOUBLE CHEESEBURGER PLAIN
l0ls...
ok.. i had difficulties eating down the burger cos i was full by then...l0ls

went t0 walk walk and saw a dress .
quite nice... actually 10 bucks only..
hmmm...
then wanna walk off that time.. i saw another lady eyeing at that samw dress..
then i was like OMG..I CANNOT LET HER GET THE DRESS
so i ask edward to ask the staff to get the dress i WANT IT.l0ls
idiot rite..l0ls
should i spend 49 bucks for just a normal dress??
l0ls






listen to the lyrics =D..
super nice...

0h heard fr0m s0ng that j0n is back..
l0ls.. c00l huh...

i am g0ing t0 sleep..
haiz... i am still slacking la..




jy wans to die....









C0NFESSI0N

I ATE SPICY CHAR MEE THIS M0RNING...
obvi0usly i am trying to c0urt death hahas...
then i drank ICE PEACH TEA WHICH IS FREAKING C0LD..L0LS
...hmmmm
AT THE MARKET.. I ATE SPICY WANTON MEE...L0LS..

i think i won't survive through this sunday l0ls...
sure die bef0re that..
then every0ne must gather t0 attend my wake..l0ls

i am seri0usly slacking like n0b0dy's business...
i have yet t0uch a single tut0rial..
in fact any h0mew0rk is und0ne..
c00l rite..
i tink i will flunk j2 l0ls..
if i dun start by this week..
butbutbut....... haiz..
i just g0t the freaking headache that causes me t0 be like paralysed on my bed..

hahas..
i shall teach u s0me maths t0day(equation might be wrong=.<)

t0pic : TRIGO FUNCTIONS

1))if sin x - 3^0.5 cos x.. express it in R sin ( x- @)

To find R,
remember this f0rmula..
(a^2 + b^2)^0.5
a= the c0efficent of sin x
b= the coefficent of cos x

thus, R= ( 1^2 + (3^0.5)^2) = 2

To find @,
always remember this f0rmula tan^-1 (|b|/|a|)
* a and b are the same as ab0ve =D

thus @ is tan^-1 (3^0.5)= 60

hence... the answer is 2 sin (x -60)=DDD

2))A sin ( Bx +C) + D
the ab0ve is a super important f0rmula ..
A= amplitude
B= peri0d
D= horizontal shift
-B/C= wave shift

http://www.sparknotes.com/math/trigonometry/trigonometricfunctions/terms.html

refer to the ab0ve useful website t0 kn0w m0re =D

hmmmm...

bi0l0gy... i think must w0rk hard fr0m next week =D



t0day is decemeber 1st..
i heard the bells jingling..at 12 n00n
i l0ve hearing the s0und 0f bells..

pe0ple.. listen t0 the bells every 1st 0f the m0nth ..
dunn0e why i feel s0 blessed and happy when the bells jingle..
it is just like a super happy m0ment la..=D

wendy is als0 sick.. h0pe she rec0ver s00n l0ls...
galvin is killing me s00n..
fr0m playing MIA with him..
but this few days is really not feeling well ma..

hung just called me..
he asked me how am i g0ing t0 celebrate this sunday..
well this is a super g00d qns..
h0w? wh0? where?..
l0ls...

i am g0ing em0 n0w..
hmmm.. n0w is alm0st the end 0f my 16 th life..
i hate it when i can't face reality..
i try t0 hide the truth and end up..
when the truth is leak out.. i hurt others..

lets have s0me c0nfessi0n..l0ls

hmmm..
1)i realise that i am rather ambig0us..
i think big.. but as expected.. as u think big.. u fall m0re..
i am hurt by myself alot 0f things..
i dunn kn0w wad 0thers have been expecting 0f me.. but i am put under pressure..
every step i make is a mistake t0 y0u...
i just wanna be m0re like me , myself and n0t 0thers..
i am have been trying t0 c0ntrol ..
bef0re i l0st c0ntr0l and l0st myself t00..

2)i did al0t 0f bad things..
this includes hahas..
th0se cl0se friends 0f mine.. u sh0uld kn0w what i mean
.. hmmm but s0meh0w i did them 0n curiosity..
c0me 0n .. i am stil a teenager..
i have the urge to d0 multiple piercing..
my lips, tongue,ear even neck
but i know 2 person will kill me..
first is wendy second is diane..l0ls

well 2009 i still change to be more useful to the world..

3)wad u ppl think ab0ut relati0nship?
single v.s. attached?

hahas

4)bfguoabuobb2

Claron!
Dorcas!
Dalvin!
Diane!
Fiona!
Michelle!
Serene!
Songwee!
Yijun!
Sushan!


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