Just Play My Music;

2009年4月30日星期四

tired?!

just reached home...

hahas... today got a new helper?! WENDY LEONG..=D

she pei me do event... then i teach her a few balloons heehee..

can see that her confidence is growing..

last time she twist the balloon scare burst..but now she looks like a pro!?

kids are scare of her voice lols...

suay ..

initially wanna eat subway at expo

then who knows when we put down our bags..

they pull down the metal rears.. to signal that they are closing shop...

comon it is only 8.30 PM LEH..

CLOSE SO EARLY FOR WAD?!

then walk to burger king...

end up no student meal..

so WENT TO FOOD COURT..

EAT HALFWAY..THEY PASTE STICKER 'WE ARE CLOSED'#%^&^#@

in the mrt... i was like standing and standing ..

damn tired.. no one offer me seats ..sob i was like carrying a damn big and heavy bag with two equipement box la... u know wad is call heavy??!!?

hahas...the event is for NEW MOTHER HOOD LOLS...

damn weird la...

then they giving out rose...

i wan roses?!?!?!

sweet dreams to everyone

Music Took Control at; 07:28

2009年4月29日星期三

i am hungry =(

ytd had great stomach ache then i had runs..till this morning...

bleah bleah..

bought sweets f0r juniors to reward them

end up we are like making them suffer cos jiao lian actually place the sweet on their thighs and make them do ma bu... it is like omg..

they sweating like no body's business la...

well gavin said something and i was like thinking hard about it...

' with my instinct.. i dun tink any thing will bloom between u two...'

hahas guess so...

and he asked if time were to reverse wad will i do...

hahas...

here's many song for my feeling now...

ARGH I CAN'T PASTE...

JUST LISTEN TO 1,2,3,4 PLAINT WHITE TEE..

Music Took Control at; 06:49

2009年4月28日星期二

=D
rainy day t0day...
wendy has fallen sick...
h0pe she rec0ver fast fast...
s0b she wan d0ct0r, apple but n0 me............
s0b s0b...

i g0t j0b 0n thursday t0 sunday...
means g0t inc0me..
hahas... very tired...
but sad i dun have double pay on a PUBLIC HOLIDAY..SHIT LA...

hope that i can heal ur hurt..

Music Took Control at; 00:57

2009年4月26日星期日

i did abit 0f c0nfessi0n..

i am feeling better cos i dun have t0 b0ttle up hahas..

sad t0 say i was like being pissed 0ff but he is a thousand years of sinner....

i ain't like other girls..

i am who i am

just uniquely jiayen

hmmmm... i ate papaya?!?!

hahas....

next week i am so dead... thurs to sun work sia........

i need a helper on thurs...

Music Took Control at; 04:38

2009年4月25日星期六

t0day saw al0t 0f pugi seniors...

mostly all no hair de...

hahas...

zeqing still looks as good ...=D

hahas....

i bet u did it on purpose...

well... it was the last time we will see each other...

but why did u pretend that i didn;t exist?

Music Took Control at; 04:40

2009年4月24日星期五

maybe seeing him will make me smile ...

Music Took Control at; 18:46

just wanna talk 0n the ph0ne with u to chill ...
yet we quarelled ..
is there t00 much differences between us?
0r was it because we have drifted apart...
listen to this s0ng and l00k at the lyrics...

[LYRICS]
Baby, I stay in love with you

Dying inside cause I can't stand it
Make or break up
Can't take this madness
We don't even really know why
All I know is baby
I try and try so hard
To keep our love alive

If you dont know me at this point
Then I highly doubt you ever will
I really need you to give me
That unconditional love I used to feel
It's no mistaking
We're just erasing
From our hearts and minds

And I know we said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
Cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you

And I keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well"
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you now
No matter what I do
But baby, baby
I stay in love with you

Na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na
Baby, I stay in love with you

It cuts so deep
It hurts down to my soul
My friends tell me
I ain't the same no more
We still need each other
When we stumble and fall
How we gon' act
Like what we had
Ain't nothin' at all now

Hey, what I wanna do is
Ride shotgun next to you
With the top down like we used to
Hit the block
Proud in the SUV
We both know our heart is breaking
Can we learn from our mistakes
I can't last one moment alone
Now go I know

We said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
Cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you

And I keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well"
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you
Now no matter what I do
Baby, baby
I stay in love with you

We said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
Cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you

And I keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well"
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you
Now no matter what I do
But baby, baby
I stay in love with you

how's this s0ng?
meaningful huh...

it's time t0 push myself f0r studies le...
i am n0t caring ab0ut anything le..
make 0r break it..
i am able t0 withstand this maddness...

Music Took Control at; 18:33

=DDDD

t0day was a HAPPY DAY F0R ME..

sushan and wendy said t00 much 0f sugar and h0rm0nes were in me after breakfast...l0ls

they kn0w why..l0ls

HAHAS.=D

t0m0 g0t maths remedial....

heng sia t0m0 can p0n c0llege day =D

life is just so sweet seeing u =D

Music Took Control at; 07:01

2009年4月22日星期三

FUCK!!

I AM GOING TO DIE OF STRESS

Music Took Control at; 04:53

2009年4月21日星期二

i am dying f0r

-OSLE ?!

-NEW CLASS JERSERY (ADIDAS?!)

-SCH00L BAG

apparently i think i have serious skin allergy..

i just wore the necklace for like 2 days and i am having rash all around the neck

......sobsobs......

feel very wasted if i dun wear ...

wear le then i pain...

wad to do?!?!?!?

hahas....

i finally see light to DIVERSITY AND EVOLUTION =D

wendy is very funny today....

hahas....

sushan also...

she was so shocked that i listen to three tenor?!

hahas

Music Took Control at; 06:42

2009年4月20日星期一

w0000...

t0day i g0t caught by gavin ...

i wanna p0n pugi but i was caught by gavin ..cos he was standing at the pull up bar near the back gate.......awwwwwwww....

hahas...

chasing pavements got nice lyrics...

' should i give up or should i keep chasing pavements even if it leads no way ....'

hahas... s0 i sh0uldn't chase the pavements anymore...cos i see no future in that...

hahas

Music Took Control at; 05:21

2009年4月18日星期六

hohoho... i am having bl0cked n0se...

i tink my c0usin passed the virus to me =(

thanks ar...

t0day still take care of u ...

feed u , bathe u, play with u and carry u...

now liddat la.....s0bsob

t0day went shaw and waited for meryvn for like 1 hour?!

he said meet at 11.30...

then he reached at 12.30...

because hp low batt .. i was unable to contact him...

but still thanks for getting me the necklaces from wendy =D

hahas....

went 0ut with my buddy sushan and wendy...

haahs

everyone in dress...

yea... i feel like throwing away my dress...

and buying more new ones...

but look at my pocket..

now is recession... my parents are slogging to make ends meet so.....

haix...

can things that i wan just drop from the sky?

any candy papa or sugar daddy for me?l0ls...

tired... i dunno whether that wooden splint has been taken out anot...

my mum told me to use a needle to force out that splint from my thumb..

i used a nail clipper and i lost a bit of my meat...

sian sian sian =((((

life still goes on =D

Music Took Control at; 06:06

2009年4月17日星期五

CONGRATS TO CCS...

YK AND SS both did a GREAT JOB=D

hahas it was very very very nice

yeap.. cried for the first scene...

t0day our school had a mini carnival...

called carnival of hope?

the best part was the DUNKING MACHINE?!

u should have stood there to watch every teacher...

l0ls...

especially mr foo...

he was damn hilarious ...=D

but it was damn expensive...$15 DOLLARS TO INVITE A TEACHER UP...

then additional $5 for 3 throws...

i only b0ught ten bucks to school today...

initally was craving for macs..but i ate mixed rice at night...

journey home wasn't lonely =D

heard that pugi ppl dun need attend college day=D

cos we are performing?! hahas

damn happy....

cos i dun wanna waste my saturday in schoool..

BUT BUT BUT heard got MATHS REMEDIAL =X crY 0UT L0UD...

Music Took Control at; 07:47

2009年4月16日星期四

yawnnnnnsss...

tired germs are all over me now...

ytd stayed in sch00l with wendy to mug...

i am going to be a mugger soon...

l0ls...

on wed we attend assembly...

it was about love....

the speaker was funny...

i rmb two sentences that he said..

1) if you love him , let him know

2) breaking up is a responsibility..

hahas... what do you think about it?

if u like someone... would u dare to tell that person?

even if u were rejected... do u dare to try again??

hahas....i bet majority of the singaporeans won;t

cos they probably have the mindset that ; aiya... singapore so many girls..why sacrifice the whole forest for one tree'? hahas

the 2) sentence was during the play hahas...

the play was about this couple ...

the guy faced manifold problems cos his parents was objecting him being in a relationship cos he should focus on studying instead...hahs but the girl was also very very possessive...

she is like controlling every moment of the guy's life.. no wonder he gets irriated...hahas

end up... they broke up..

the guy transferred school...

hahas... people use to think that heartbreak is something unbearable..

but it seems like to me...

time has eroded majority of my bad memories...

of cos there are bound to have some still within me..

but it is the past...

so why for bother?

l0ls...

i have g0t my friends and families to pei me through this life...

haahs i am addicted to calling ppl by my friends name..l0ls

wendy de peng you!?!??!

oh ya tomo is SUSHAN'S big day?!

i am very excited for tomo's chinese drama =D

i tink i look weird in skirt...

i shall not wear a skirt not even thinking about a dress on sat =D

Music Took Control at; 04:56

2009年4月12日星期日

EDITED=d

i am uploading photos...

but it is like taking millions of hours ...

thats me on my way to w0rk..hahas i didn't put MAKEUP k...i am very sian of those makeup..l0ls

hahas at around 3.30 liddat we REACHER H0RSECITY =D...

took a bus from tpy a free shuttle bus heehee

look closely at the photo.. you might see a pony !?!?hahas sorry i got a camera phone that has got NO FLASH AND ZOOM =(

hahas... jealous of my balloons?heehee

this is my tattoo =D nice huh

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Music Took Control at; 05:20

2009年4月11日星期六

hoohoo...

i am dying soon...

not enough time to study le....

t0day g0t 2 event ...

one is at SPRING BLOOM!? DALVIN HOUSE THE CLUB HOUSE...

but i am not working there... cos i doing air brush tattoo at TURF CITY?

hahas... forget the name le...

oh ya gui xiang and benson working at SB...

hahas...

i am like integrating and integrating for the past 2 hours and i am stuck...

QNS 1) sin( In x) dx

-- i tried this .. but ans almost similar but ck say ans in the book wrong

QNS 2) x In x /( 1+ x^ 2)^2

--- ck say this is difficult and i manage to get the first part out

QNS 3) (x In x ( x + (1+ x^2)^0.5))/(1+x^2)^0.5 )

--- i didn't even bother taking a second glance

hahas my brain is like omg what the hell are all this hahas...

i had a sweet dream last nite...

i believe that he cares about me cos he came into my dream...

and it is like FINALLY U CAME INTO MY DREAM for so long...

it was sweet seeing you again

in my dream he gave me a cheque ... with alot of money hahas...

but that isn't wad i wan...

i just wanna be with you...

just bring my soul to urs and we can reunite as 1 again...

i love u ah gong !=D

i hope to see ur soul in the 7th month..

i will not fear ...

just let me feel you and see u again ...

always loving you

Music Took Control at; 21:06

ytd i was damn tired..
slept for almost the whole day after i went home..
i MISSED MY DINNER COS I OVERSLEPT?!
ended up eating alone in the dinning room la...
l0nely s0ul...

shit man my headache is really killing me...
i missed my lunch then i feel damn giddy..
guess wad?
i keep banging my head against the wall or the floor..l0ls...
my mum forced me to eat papaya!?!?!
okies.. today is the first time on my life i ever tasted a papaya...
it is sweet ..l0ls...
ok la..not bad ... taste like sweet potato leh...
i tink i will start dosing myself with panadols if my headache is like staying with me...

oh hohohoho....
i am really bored...
t0m0 w0rking =D
yeap...
i tink i am applying for FAS on monday...
my family finance is really CMI...
i am like sian la...
no more movies, no more nice clothes,no more bing bing...
wuuuuuuuuuuuu~~~~

i wonder ....
if i didn't apply to get into nyjc...
where would i be studying rite now?
will i meet him ?
will his life be so miserable like mine?l0ls...
will i even be stuck in this tragedy?

okies thats random ...
oh ya..
i just realise that fungus of stored grains and PEANUTS CAN CAUSE LIVER CANCER?!!?
>.<

my skin is burning?!
it is freaking painful

Music Took Control at; 02:47

2009年4月9日星期四

sad...

very sad...

extremely sad...

=0=/=(

results sucks maxi!

cry

crying cried...

ARGHGHGHGHG!!!

i am so freaking sian....

Music Took Control at; 05:05

2009年4月8日星期三

i am damn tired..

t0day intend to g0 sch00l at 6.30 to jog..

end up due to the heavy dose of panadol i ate cos 0f the stupid fever...

i slept till 7.30...

mum didn't b0ught anything f0r breakfast but just gave me two slice of the bread skin =(

yeap...

then she dragged dad to fetch me to sch00l..

then my dad was nagging at me..

s0 0ld still dun wanna g0 sch urself...

bleahsz??!

hahas... i just realised that there was a new dim sum stall at the coffee shop =D

looks nice...

i secretly t00k a photo of my parents eating breakfast t0gether...

i shall upload again when i blog cos my phone now low batt..l0l

GP was very slack...

i really fall asleep.

econs!? 0804 WAS AT THE FRONT?!?!?!

L0LS....can't eat bread during econs lecture liao =(

anyways an advantage is no one will snatch seats from us..l0ls

ohya ..

t0day is 0804 DAY?!

okie i am rand0m...l0ls

pugi was fun

the teacher say alumni coming...

then cheat our feeling

the j1 clear the room then it is like WOAH SO SPACIOUS

I MADE THE J1 WEAR THE PROPER SHOES...

I FORCE THEM TO WEAR ATTIRE PROPERLY...

then who knows the ALUMNI NV TURN UP AT ALL!?

FREAKING HELL...

my head is giddy again ..=(

ytd i was msging sean..

l0ls... he damn gay la...

hahas...okies nvm thats not the discussion

oh ya MR SEAN ... U OWE ME SHOPPING SESSIONS AND A MEAL!?

HAHAS....he asked me go swimming or gym with him...

i tink and think...

i tink he is out of his mind...

perphaps should ask calvin join us too...

calvin is super macho?!

hahas... that sean so WHITE?!

omg i can;t stand white guys... i mean he is really too fair la...

l0ls

t0m0 PW RESULT RELEASE =(

I AM WORRIED...

HOPE MY FEVER DUN GO UP...B00000....

HAPPY BDAE TRACY?!

AT LEAST i took the effort to buy u a small cake heehee

saw zuyao t0day l0ls...

he became darker

friday got class outing

but currently only a handful of ppl are available l0ls...

i am like w0w....

com on! it is a GOOD FRIDAY WE SHOULD ENJOY TOGETHER?!

TOMO MAYB GOING SKATING AFTER BIO =DDDDDD

i cried on the bus ....

i miss him dearly

jan 17 ...

why why why won;t life be the same without u again?!

i hate to be free...

cos when i am free and doing nothing..

my mind will dig up memories that i am trying to bury it...

if i ever have a wish...

i wish to die at this moment and join u in your world....

i miss you ...

Music Took Control at; 04:55

2009年4月7日星期二

=( i am giddy again...

t0day chem lecture was crazy ..

finished alcohol and halfway through phenol...

i am giddy............

i am working on sunday...

i shall take more photos of cute kiddos like those two heehee

Music Took Control at; 03:32

2009年4月6日星期一

i just g0t back my results today...

stunning?!?!?

but the sad thing is i can't OPEN MY MOUTH TOO WIDE

... on saturday i b0ught an apple to eat...

but i tried to open my mouth too big that my right lips broke!?

freak la...... it is super pain k...

i had to control the way i LAUGHED...shit la

oh ya i found out another thing..

my C00KIE 's dictionary is unable to scold vuglarities?!?!!?

i am like so ...omg la...

it can't type SHIT, ASSHOLE, ASS OR FUCK...

the only bad word is FREAK....

L0LS....

t0day less0ns was b0ring...

GP WAS LIKE OMG.. i really wanna sleep

my headache is like making me feel so shitty....

pugilistic time...

mr gavin tinks that the j1 and j2 needs to bond more...

but the sad thing is i dunno know how to bond with them...

i can joke ,tok or play with them.. that one not call bonding meh?

oh ya... bai yun gang is coming up soon...ll0ls....

i wonder who are going...

msged a few seniors but they seems busy with their army life...

their RIFLE AND THEIR BUDDY WOOOHHHHOOOWWW...L0LS

i was eating duck rice... a DAMN BIG MOSQUITO FELL INTO MY DRINK...

heng i was alert enough to not drink that cup of ..omg...

hahas..

i am late for sch...

dear blog.

i guess i shouldn't disturb him anymore..

maybe his life was better without my presence..

maybe we shouldn't meet and perphaps i am his biggest nitemare..l0ls

well.... may all ur nitemare leave together with me

and sweetest life ahead hahas....

jiayen is gone from ur world again =D

Music Took Control at; 06:38

2009年4月5日星期日

i am b0red b0red b0red............

Music Took Control at; 04:29

2009年4月4日星期六

this is an edit of ytd's post =D

i went for an event at TAMPINES

0ne freaking big c0nd0... named ed...less??

hahas

it is a girl's 1ST BIRTHDAY...

HER MUM GAVE ME CAKE...HAHAS...NICE COLOUR HUH?

paisae ar..i never upload the photos according..haahs this is a glitter tattoo that i did for a cute girl on her thigh.... damn complicated l0ls//BUTTERFLY =D... ytd they keep calling me auntie la... i damn sad then i tell them if they dun call me jie jie i dun do the tattoo for them l0ls..

this is a fierce dragon...=D..hahas this boy was damn helpful and funny.. he is damn afriad of balloons then i just like to scare him.... the dragon is also done by LAM JIA YEN =DDD

This picture is not clear but actually it is a lion... the face is the golden glitter while the fur are the red portion... hahas... cool huh....

thats me with my balloon... I DID IT MYSELF ... still got alot but i only managed to take a photo of this flower cos the rest of the balloons were like gone.? the event was damn fun cos there were helium balloons then at the end of the event the host actually brought all the balloons out and let the children release them... nice lor

two kiddos with me.. green shirt is called michkell ( pronouce it ) hahas and the yellow sleeveless one is called jackson..heehee they are the cutest kiddo there... so i offered them to take a photo with me... sad to say my cuteness is masked by their cuteness..hahas i am recessive allele..l0ls... MICHKELL IS DAMN SHUAI 0.0

I took this on the car hahas.. larissa was peeking at me through the mirror while i was zhi lian la...hahas... i was wearing like a priest ytd.. but it was a nice outfit =D

thats my darling larissa... hahas..she HAS GOT BRACES?!

I AM DYING TO GET MINE TOO =(

i think my makeup looks fake here ..

i am toking to ADRAIN WAHYU!?!??!

SOUNDS FAMILIAR?

he is overseas...didn't get to see him for the last time..

but memories of us will always be in my heart =D

oh ya... sorry for not being able to webcam with u cos my com doesn't has one..l0ls

but i still won't wanna webcam cos i am wearing like sleeping clothes..l0ls

few days ago i recieve a msg from a friend who has just updated his phone number...

hmmm i dunnno how to continue the conversation even though i really wanna tok ...

why can't things be the same anymore?

well.. if there is fate... we will tok to each other again... let the fate decide the rest ba...

Music Took Control at; 21:26

2009年4月3日星期五

=D....

i am early today...

ytd my mum f0rced me t0 drink wine s0 that my bl00d can circulate better...

and after the wine...

i slept till now... l0ls..

mu ulcer is not getting any better...sobsob

i am b0red...

this is a news article that might help me in GP

ASIAN YOUTH CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT TV,WEB

.. i am bored...

later working..

i shall take some ph0t0s 0f my pr0fession !

hahas.. later i am going to look damn mature ..l0ls

i am putting make up...

weee

i am very sian...

everytime work then ppl always take photo.. i wonder where they put my photo sia..

very scare ..l0ls

later blackmail me...=D=(

MUST PAY MONEY IF WANNA TAKE PHOTO WITH ME

Music Took Control at; 18:08

I AM BAACK TO EARTH!?!?..

ISN'T HER SLEEVE CUTE?

THEY ARE MY DARLINGS!?!?!? I LIKE THIS PICTURE ALOT.. IT SOMEHOW LOOKS LIKE SHAN IS THE ELMO , WENDY IS COOKIE MONSTER AND I AM THE BIRDY..L0LS

WE ARE ZHI LIAN ON THE MRT AT AMK TOWARDS ORCHARD TO MEET SUSHAN HAHAS..

CHECK IT OUT!? LOLS. THIS IS WAD I WORE TO EAST COAST PARK TO SKATE WITH MY FRIEND TODAY.. IMAGINE WITH THIS SPECTS ON THE BUS AND A CAP L0LS.. DAMN COOL K... WHEN I TYPE CAP I KEEP THINKING OF CATABOLITE ACTIVATOR PROTEIN KL0LS... I AM SOAKING IN PROKARYOTIC CELLS L0LS...I ENJOYED MYSELF TODAY...

HAHAS... I KEEP DOING HAND ROTATION EXCERISE COS I ALMOST FELL?!

SEE THOSE CHIP AND DALE IN THE TOY ?! THEY ARE WAITING FOR ME TO CLAIM... I AM DYING TO GET THEM... CAN U SEE THAT THEY ARE SUPER CUTE CUTE CUTE... I AM LIKE GOING CRAZY OVER THEM...HAHAS I SUDDENLY FALL IN LOVE IN CHIP AND DALE LIKE NO BODY'S BUSINESS..

i am BACK TO EARTH =D

hahas this few days i am getting dizzy spells and numbs all over my body..

my mum fears that i might get a stroke..

it is possible to get it cos she had one when she was only in her 30's..

my mum is worried..l0ls

imagine that i can get numb in my right cheek then my right legs and thighs...l0l...

mostly only towards one side of my body..

hmmmm... if i really get a stroke...

please get me injected with something that can just leave me to die peacefully...

i wish to join my gong gong =D

i am happy if u can fulfil this wish for me heehee..

ever since the telecast thingy.. i am addicted to NDP SONGS =d

LALALS.... i am tired...yawns

Music Took Control at; 07:07