2010年1月29日星期五
my buddies and me and edward
Long ago uploaded photo (26 jan 2010)
Hee hee... we went out with yi jun , fio and jerm to celebrate Serene's 19th birthday =D
hahas... i am only like 1 month after my birthday and she is 1st day to 19 sia la...
hahas...=D
we drank corona =D sadded...
they are like so guai la... i only manage to drink less than a bottle l0ls...
anyways i really miss them alot alot =D
heehee...
now waiting for Yj to upload photos...
whit i got assessment today and amazing race l0ls
Music Took Control at; 16:35
2010年1月19日星期二
hearts??!?!?!?!? just got a couple adidas watch with edward... he paid both =D
hahas but it came with a heavy price(u know what i mean )=.=
hahas ytd was 180110... no special date but i super happy ...
giving me watch = no rights to be late anymore =.= sobsobsob
can't bluff him say my watch is earlier....cos we have the exact timming
okies i shall end of with a act cute photo..=D since EDWARD ACT CAM SHY
Music Took Control at; 07:27
2010年1月17日星期日
1 year
i wonder if anybody still remembers you and misses you like i do...
it has been 1 year since you left me...
i was in pain and agony...
i wished that you have bought me along with you..
to comfort and secure me that i know you are ok...
how i wish time will go back to 1 year ago...
maybe my decision to leave with you will stay firm and i might be with you already ... in the other world...
memories of you still remains fresh in my mind...
the last time seeing you...
you struggled painlessly without being noticed...
you left me before i was there...
i was about 25 mins too late...
can you see my heart bleeding...
can you feel my tears...
i have never love someone so much..
although it has been 1 year...
your photo is still on my ipod...never removed unless i am dead...
last year today...
you have left me...
leaving me to cry till i sleep...
and even in my sleep i was crying...
i miss your presence...
happily i though i can talk to you again .. when i reach...
your eyes were closed...
sometimes i bleed to see if i am a human...
sometimes i bleed to see if i am immune to hurt and pain...
for u ... i craved ur name in my heart...
memories seems fresh ...
i still can't believe that you left me...
i vowed to let u live longer than me ...
willing to exchange my life for yours...
at least when i am dead ... i can be ur angel...
Music Took Control at; 04:41
new year soon
YOU HUUUUU?!?!?!
hahas .... i am bored at home... anyways recently i am always at FLC ...
i just realise i am quite a aloner....
l0ls...
where are my buddies
wendy-overseas
diane & sushan -work
lari,gera,dor,tong-study
jer,ser,fio,jy-studying...
oh no.....
i wanna go out....
anyways i went out with lari and gera last week l0ls...
went to far east walk and chat
then end up at Amk to eat suki...
cos i need to collect my thumb drive l0ls...
suki was nice =D heehee lari was complaining about her dressing too casual..and i overdressed.. my HEELS HURTS...and i ended up buying new flats... lari and gera are also persuaded to buy too hahas...=D
me and gera camwhoring in the toilet while lari was somewhere in the cubicle l0ls...
gera got nice natural curls... sob
i also wan!??!
her hair is damn long now k...l0ls
that day ..she spent almost 1 hundred dollar la..l0ls
our photo of the day!?!? hahas ... initally wanna take at suki but it slipped out of our minds..l0ls becos we were busy playing stacking sushi plates and sushi game l0ls...
okies .... i just managed to grab some photos from edward's blog l0ls... idiotic guy still haven't give me the photos yet?!!??!
this is our 1st photo upon reaching GENTING?!!??!
so cold weather... i am wearing scarf?!l0ls...
then edward the act muscle man didn't wear jacket..l0ls!
anyways we are officially 24 months 10 days and ongoing?!?!
hahas....
valentine day is coming...
i am giving him a surprise...
like wise for my buddies...heehee
hopefully got enough money la..l0ls...=D
but my sincerity is more can!?
i feel so paisae to tell him straight in face that i wan a bouquet of flowers la...
my first v day with him was 9 INDIVIDUAL STALKS of ROSES...
my second v day with him was a SMALL 'BOUQUET ' OF 3 ROSES...
hahas i am glad that i am not a guy..l0ls no need buy roses..l0ls
i expect a bouquet of balloon roses this year ..l0ls cos this yr roses price surely mark up like mad...cos v day season itself already cost $10 per stalk.. now it falls on the first of new year leh.. maybe $20? hahas...
nvm we shall wait and see l0ls...
this neoprint!!! hahas i still like his hair la...l0ls
after browsing through my phone...
i come to realise that his hair last time is nicer la...l0ls...
now also not bad....
THE MANY REASONS THAT I Like YOU ( TO EDWARD)
i like you because ... i like for liking neat...
i like you because... u're naggy like my mum
i like you because ... you behave like a man ( gentleman that exist long ago)
i like you because... you allow me to throw my temper at you all the times and u're the
always first to say ' sorry'
i like you because... you are vain l0ls... very mindful about dressing and image
i like you because ... you have a beautiful waist line ...sexy hamster
i like you because... you behave childish at times to make me happy
i like you because... you make me feel like a kid
i like you because... you always sa jiao to me
hahs may all this reasons be the reasons whhy i wanna be with you and not end up as the reasons why i also wanna leave u k =D hahas
Music Took Control at; 04:10
2010年1月7日星期四
l0ls...
dead tired
morning woke up then go NUS sian!
so damn big...
on the bus .. i feel so sad cos i am like a adult wearing those extreme formal clothing ..
wahs then still have to pay adult fare...
i seriously miss the feel of wearing school uniform...
sob... met dalvin at cityhall then travel to BUONA VISTA..
damn far then i didn't realise that the shoes that i wore actually was spolit...
it was my banquet shoes 3 yrs ago ..
i seriously didn't realise that my shoes are in such bad condition till i reach Buona vista mrt...
my shoes the ssurface was cracking...
then the sole was like dropping out bit by bit..
so sian la...
was praying hard that my shoes don;t give up on me...
but it did..
and i bought a new slipper on my way home ( at clementi's NTUC)
hahas...
i just realise that alot of my friends are applying a job at NTUC hahas...
hahas...
just returned the prize station keys back to jas l0ls...
hahas met kyo un..=D and her friends to try the dress..but i doubt she will buy l0ls
great minds thinks alike and fools can;t be differeniate
Music Took Control at; 05:17
2010年1月6日星期三
wad is life about?
well .. alot of ppl say that life is about the choices u make...
how u wan ur future to be depends on the choices u make, the effort u put in and then strike the iron while it is hot
recently i am in a huge dilemma ..
firstly i have got a job at prize station which i enjoyed alot..
the pay is 1.6k which is high ..but
afterall i figured out.. it was rather low .. becos of the number of hours i clock in..
my pay was high..
1.6k= 4 X 72 hours a week
that means
i work 72 hours for 400 dollars ..
which calculates out to be
5.55 dollar per hour
secondly.. i was more attracted to money than experience thus i almost
just almost rejected moe attachment for the job
but it came to my realisation that
moe job is more high paid..
i only work less than 12 hours a day to get 65 dollars..
my entire month pay will add up to a thousand since i have deducted CPF
thirdly ..
as i always wan to major in NUS MEDI ..so i just anyhow spam and whack on the job advertisement and this guy told me he wiling to accept me.. but i have to be in the job all the way till july .. which means either my MOE attachment or my medi... but it is lowly paid...
i work 7 days daily almost like 10 hours from morning 9 to 8 pm for the pay of 850 dollars without a referral letter can...
so initially i told myself i wan money ..
so i insist on 1.6k..
but after calling wendy, shan, sharon and mic
and talkin to my mum , my sis, my uncle and edward
i am more willing but not totally willing to go for moe attachment...
and quit my 1.6k job REGRETTFULLY
BUT cos i can bulit up my resume ..
since i am working as a tutition teacher at FLC...
maybe i can get a better pay=D
so i was damn sad that i will rot till feb
suddenly christon msg me and say FLC needs a admin to commit till feb only and may extend ..
pay is 5 per hour and is 2-9 pm job... from monday to friday
so i realise maybe god is leading me to a path!
so now...
i am going to start my admin job next mon ..
and my sat morning and sun morning is to help my mum ...
then i afternoon got lessons...+ i requested for more slots...(hopefully 3 or 4 classes is good)
so hopefully i pass my probation... which is in 2 weeks time
and i get a pay of 20 per hour...
so i calculated that maybe my jan pay is 675
low as usual but it is better than NOTHING!
god ..thanks for leading me to this way hopefully this chance that u give me is good...
anyways i love u edward..
he is going reservice on the 13th jan then 15 is last bb match.. 12 isx ray for teeth ..l0ls..
i love my buddies too
oh ya... serene gave me an orange nail polish l0ls... =D my bdae gift with a few mask
then fio gave me a dress which i doubt i will wear ..but thanks anyways =D
Music Took Control at; 07:20
2010年1月5日星期二
gosh... in a big dilemma now
should i go for MOE attachment or JUst continue working at the 1.6k job...
haiz...
very sian now....
i enjoy reading blogs...=D
edward looks wad i mean
edward looks very handsome in black renoma tee and white basketball pants with his crumpler bag.... *faints* how i wish i can just put in my room like the toys that i mess around with everytime l0ls...
i love you...
thanks for loving me too..
oh ya.. i am working at bishan ..
so if anyone is going there...
pls .. drop by and tell me...
cos i need ppl to pei me for dinner and lunch
anyways ... i think u dun believe me..haix...
Music Took Control at; 08:14
2010年1月3日星期日
keep ME occupied?!?!?!?!
gosh...
i feel damn eng at home sia
so i called my buddies ...starting from shan , leong then diane...
l0ls...
shan was busy soaking herself in the tv while leong enjoying life shopping at TAMP
and diane was also outside but her surrounding super quiet...maybe in the car l0ls..
sob...
i just got a job at TAMP...wahs
can go visit leong everyday
i taking up the job as a teaching assistant...
8 an hour
mini must work 30 hours a week
and upon completing 240 hours .. i get additional 200 dollars...
thats crazy but... at least i got money hahas...
hmmm i am still waiting for that denta guy to call me...
hope i gget the job and a good pay
like 7 or 8 pls!?
hahas
i miss edward...
webcam with him today...
damn funny
...gosh he is very fierce...
his twin brother also very fierce...
faints
heng... he not always fierce to me
hahas... if at the beginning of the relationship he fierce to me..
perhaps i might not be like the jiayen i am today...
probably be a cat to him..l0ls...
not the other way round =x...
LALAS...
tomo plan to go ssdcl at 8 for morning lessons
then chong in 3 sessions of trial and practice before i go for training at 3 pm... international plaza..l0ls...
sian ... but
for the sake of money.... HERE JIAYEN COMES...L0LS....
sian a million times...
i miss edward...
smelly edward.... go play ball....
stinko edward .... arghhhhh....
oh ya... SCHOOL STARTS TOMO!?=D
i kinda miss uniform hahas....
my sis is so not damn excited about sec sch...
she is scare that she has no friends
gosh...same mental block as me...
gosh i wanna swim and burn my skin and fats...
AHHHHH....
Music Took Control at; 05:10
2010年1月1日星期五
NEW YEAR =NEW HOPES= NEW ME
HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL MY BELOVED FRIENDS, FAMILY AND BUDDIES?!
WELCOME TO PLEASANT 2010?!?!
i hereby wish all of u pink health and good start =D
heehee
today is geraldine's birthday, nicholas birthday( edward's friend) and our 2 yr anniversary!
hahas...
cheers?! * sobs* no alcohol for me cos i am sick
hahas...
new year means new hopes
my new year RESOLUTION
1) find a job so i can earn $$$
2)go to HK disneyLAND?!
3)Change my look!
- start learning makeup
-dressing up
-all in all be vain!?
4)CHIONG HARD FOR MY FUTURE
signing off ?! new jia yen all the best!?
Music Took Control at; 06:14
