2008年12月1日星期一
CRUSH crush me d0wn
t0day is decemeber 1st..
i heard the bells jingling..at 12 n00n
i l0ve hearing the s0und 0f bells..
pe0ple.. listen t0 the bells every 1st 0f the m0nth ..
dunn0e why i feel s0 blessed and happy when the bells jingle..
it is just like a super happy m0ment la..=D
wendy is als0 sick.. h0pe she rec0ver s00n l0ls...
galvin is killing me s00n..
fr0m playing MIA with him..
but this few days is really not feeling well ma..
hung just called me..
he asked me how am i g0ing t0 celebrate this sunday..
well this is a super g00d qns..
h0w? wh0? where?..
l0ls...
i am g0ing em0 n0w..
hmmm.. n0w is alm0st the end 0f my 16 th life..
i hate it when i can't face reality..
i try t0 hide the truth and end up..
when the truth is leak out.. i hurt others..
lets have s0me c0nfessi0n..l0ls
hmmm..
1)i realise that i am rather ambig0us..
i think big.. but as expected.. as u think big.. u fall m0re..
i am hurt by myself alot 0f things..
i dunn kn0w wad 0thers have been expecting 0f me.. but i am put under pressure..
every step i make is a mistake t0 y0u...
i just wanna be m0re like me , myself and n0t 0thers..
i am have been trying t0 c0ntrol ..
bef0re i l0st c0ntr0l and l0st myself t00..
2)i did al0t 0f bad things..
this includes hahas..
th0se cl0se friends 0f mine.. u sh0uld kn0w what i mean
.. hmmm but s0meh0w i did them 0n curiosity..
c0me 0n .. i am stil a teenager..
i have the urge to d0 multiple piercing..
my lips, tongue,ear even neck
but i know 2 person will kill me..
first is wendy second is diane..l0ls
well 2009 i still change to be more useful to the world..
3)wad u ppl think ab0ut relati0nship?
single v.s. attached?
hahas
4)bfguoabuobb2
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