2009年1月22日星期四
heart bleeds..
see that my heart is br0ken?
hear that it shattered in pieces?
the freaking feeling 0f l0neliness is 0ccupying my heart..
it is painful...
btw hey ARSE!
i dun get u when u suddenly tell me that u are with ur gf and u are already attached and it is n0t g00d t0 g0 0ut l0r alone.. pls h0r dun get the misconcepti0n that i like u lor.. pls know the fact that i treat both guys and girls equality g00d. if u can hit well with me of cos i will talk m0re t0 u right? and treat u like a buddy or more of a close ' male friend' FRIENDSHIP DO EXIST BETWEEN FRIENDS.. but since u put ur words across so straight f0rward then be it..
u t0ld me since i kn0w that u g0t a gf then i must rmb that u have one.. but WHY DO I HAVE TO EVEN RMB IT IN THE FIRST PLACE? i dun wish to waste y brain cells..and that is ur problem fr0m n0w 0n.. N0NE OF MY BUSINESS... we shall end our FRIENDSHIP HERE...
argkjrpoenv..... RAHHHS...
my m00d t0tally g0ne.. thanks t0 an arse!
t0m0 i am g0ing t0 bright hill there to give 0ffering to u..
d0 u kn0w i seriously miss u al0t..
the last image of u when i last saw u on ur bed lying there motionlessly..
i keep crying and tell myself everything is over..
but do u know how much impact was left deep down in my heart?
arghhhhhhh......... my heart is bleeding ..
one heart two cries three cuts...
I FUCKING HATE MY LIFE..
2009 SUCKS TO THE FUCKING CORE..
I SHALL BURY MYSELF IN WORK AND BUSY LIFE
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