2009年9月25日星期五
happy birthday to all my friends!?
and happy advanced birthday to my soulmate edward..
hmmm somehow i feel that i aren't ready for a relationship..
yet he is very patient with me...
sad .... this yr was a hectic year.. i can't even afford to get him things that he like but yet he paid for things that i want when it is supposed to celebrate his birthday...
blame it on me... a lousy girlfriend..
who knows alot about complaining, quarreling and fighting with each other
yet has never thought of giving some concern and care to the other party.
always thinking that it is natural for guys to be good to girls... like taking things for granted ...
but now when i look back...
i somehow rather feel that in this relationship all the while i have been too selfish .. always making things go worsen yet u are the one trying to patch things up ..
i am sorry are the three common words that i always hear from you even though it isn't your fault...
take for example that incident that happened a few days ago..
we quarreled so much . in the morning and during afternoon..
you just smiled and pretend nothing has happened and i am feeling so damn gulity ...
are u tired?
do u feel that u are like taking care of a burden?
haix... really sorry... i am trying hard to be less of those that u hate...
god bless you
Music Took Control at; 06:50
