2010年1月17日星期日
1 year
i wonder if anybody still remembers you and misses you like i do...
it has been 1 year since you left me...
i was in pain and agony...
i wished that you have bought me along with you..
to comfort and secure me that i know you are ok...
how i wish time will go back to 1 year ago...
maybe my decision to leave with you will stay firm and i might be with you already ... in the other world...
memories of you still remains fresh in my mind...
the last time seeing you...
you struggled painlessly without being noticed...
you left me before i was there...
i was about 25 mins too late...
can you see my heart bleeding...
can you feel my tears...
i have never love someone so much..
although it has been 1 year...
your photo is still on my ipod...never removed unless i am dead...
last year today...
you have left me...
leaving me to cry till i sleep...
and even in my sleep i was crying...
i miss your presence...
happily i though i can talk to you again .. when i reach...
your eyes were closed...
sometimes i bleed to see if i am a human...
sometimes i bleed to see if i am immune to hurt and pain...
for u ... i craved ur name in my heart...
memories seems fresh ...
i still can't believe that you left me...
i vowed to let u live longer than me ...
willing to exchange my life for yours...
at least when i am dead ... i can be ur angel...
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